feeling like cutting :-[
i'm spirling back down into the same spot i was in before i got to the hospital...i don't know how to cope with …
Well today 9/11
is the start of my journal
I am tired of these feelings...however I know that..it will get better. I am tired of thinking about the EX...but can not think about that poison anymore. Too much anger and I can't let those emotions take over. Been there...done that. These meds intensifies the emotions 10 times as bad...then I feel as if spirling into a black hole...with no light at the end. I am finally getting out of that. 4 months of hatred,pity and soo much anger. He walked out...when I needed him the most. But that's ok.
i'm spirling back down into the same spot i was in before i got to the hospital...i don't know how to cope with …
i'm spirling back down into the same spot i was in before i got to the hospital...i don't know how to cope with …
Sooooo tired. Will be a month on New Years day that mommy is gone. I talk to her all the time. Living …