Journal Entry for January 29, 2008
Haven't been online a lot recently as I seem to be permently knackred from getting up earlier for my job. I am enjoying it more than my old …
is feeling OK
I live in Lincolnshire UK where I have done for most of my life. I live in a small town where nothing exciting ever happens. I would like to move somewhere with a bit more life but I have difficulty making new friends as I am very shy until I get to know people. I have managed to rebuild my life after a major breakdown and months of hell 3 years ago. When my whole life came crashing down. My ex dumped me when I was in hospital and I also lost my home and my job. I had a difficult time but have managed to come through the other end and survived. I am now off meds at the moment and my depression is pretty well managed although I do have some absolutely awful days. These are becoming few and far between now a days. I work for my loacl council which is an interesting job but I never seem to feel fulfilled at the end of the day. I was just gratefl that someone employed me after not working for 2 1/2 years.
Glass painting, making candles, fossils, a wide variety of differnt types of music depending on my mood. I love working with children and I am looking at goin into teacher training but not sure if they will accept me with my medical record.
Haven't been online a lot recently as I seem to be permently knackred from getting up earlier for my job. I am enjoying it more than my old …
I had my last day in my current job. I only had to work in the morning and ended up working longer than planned, but I have now left there …
I have manged to get back online after getting a new wifi connection that didn't seem to like me for ages. Anyway having a pretty OK …
Having a great day. The day didn't start very well though as I went to get my lift to work and ended up looking like a drowed rat. So a …
I have suffered with depression for the majority of my life. I can't rememeber a time when it hasn't dogged me to some extent. 3 years ago I had a major breakdown and while I was in recovery I lost my job and my ex split up with me. I have battled with major depression since then and have only recently managed to get my life back on track, getting a new job that I enjoy. And having to build new friendships as I also lost most of my friends when I had my breakdown. I still very lonely sometimes.
I have always been shy and find it difficult talking to new people and making friends.