WHY DIDN'T I DO IT?
June 21, 2008 4:17am
WELL, IT HAS FINALLY HIT ME. THE CRUSHING WEIGHT OF THE DREADED DEPRESSION IS AT HAND. ARE WE REALLY EVER PREPARED FOR IT? DO …
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I'M TOTALLY MANIC!! IT IS ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!! SEXY!!
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About Me
I am 33 years old and I am on SSDI and have been for about 3 three years now. I do not have any children except two Basset hounds which are my heart. I have had Bipolar I for about four years now (diagnosed that is). It's my cure and my curse. I love love love my manias but my depressions send me to the pits of despair. I'm a happy manic. I get really happy and excited when I'm manic. I've been on every medicine that exists and still trying to find the right ones. My husband is extremely supportive. I'm looking for the same thing here :)
Interests
Swimming, laying out, reading, watching football (Auburn), Racing, writing poetry, journaling And HOUND DOGS!!!
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I haven't been on that much this week, but I don't stop thinking of you Froggy. I hope you are well! Miss you .(
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totally missing you girl! hope you are ok....big hug!
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WHERE IS MY FROGGY BUDDY??????????????????? OH WHERE OH WHERE HAS LITTLE FROGGY GONE OH WHERE OH WHERE CAN SHE BEE..... :)JUST MISSING YOU APRIL LONG TIME NO SEE
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WHERE ARE YOU? I MISS YOU!!!! COME BACK!!! HOPE YOU'RE OKAY. LET ME KNOW HOW YOU'RE DOING.
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I hope you get my message soon! I miss you lots n lots n lots, k.k.
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Close Bipolar Disorder
Currently trying to find the right "cocktail" to get me back to "me." I so miss that. Sometimes I don't know who me is anymore. Bipolar has ruined my life and has brightened my life at the same time. Only people with BP can understand this. I need support from people who "know" how I feel. Nobody around me does and it helps knowing I'm not the only one.
Treatments
- Abilify Somewhat Helpful
- Tried 10mg, swollen ankles, feet, legs, stomach ache, headache. 5mg.....none of the above, but didn't work as well. Now I hate the damned drug. All I feel is numb!! No feeling.
- Depakote Not Working
- Geodon Not Working
- BAD stomach pain
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Love it!
- Haldol Not Working
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- stabilizing me somewhat
- Lithium Somewhat Helpful
- helped for a time
- Risperdal Not Working
- caused severe depression
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- knocks me out of mania just like "that"
- Tegretol Somewhat Helpful
- helped for a time
- Topamax Working / Worked
- works great and helps weight too
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- A life saver
- Zyprexa Not Working
- weight gain (lots!!!)
Close Trigeminal Neuralgia
I HAVE BEEN TO ABOUT 14 DOCTORS TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I'VE GOT AND FINALLY GOT A DIAGNOSIS. I HAVE SEVERE LEFT AND RIGHT EAR PAIN/BURNING AND LOWER GUM STABBING PAINS. IT IS PURE AGONY! 'NUFF SAID.
Treatments
- Nerve Blocks Somewhat Helpful
- I'VE HAD THREE IN MY CHEEK AND TWO IN MY NECK OVER THE COURSE OF THREE MONTHS. HAVE HAD MINIMAL RELIEF FROM THEM.
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