Journal Entry for October 14, 2007
I had had little to do with my y-brother since my Moms death as all was told that day, and as a result, I turned away from him and all his …

is feeling OK
I like wine, summer breezes and misting rain.I enjoy the company of animals and my grandauthers laughter and their amazement in all things big and small.I like fishing as I come from generations of fishing poles, tackle and fish slime.I enjoy seeing a falling star and down here in tx we have times of plenty.I am a carpenter by choice and trade as 30 yrs has tought me not to hit my fingers. I am The first woman carpenter at the university I work at.101 yrs open and then I come along and needless to say things wil never be the same agian.
fishing, teaching, learning new things,
I had had little to do with my y-brother since my Moms death as all was told that day, and as a result, I turned away from him and all his …
The morning my mom died after I had called for help, I called my brother who lived just down the street from me. He was here in a minute …
My mom got sick and could no longer live by herself. so my youngest brother moved in with her. Everything went well for a while, then my …
Thursday is a good day to hug those you care about. Missing you ! Many hugs sent with love, Cyndi
its sucks to lose your mom, i lost mine on march 24, 2004...and i felt like an orphan after that...so i'm truly sorry about your mom and brother...thanks for places like this that you can relate to so many people on so many planes..hugs to ya
You're welcome, sweetie!! Anytime!
Anniversaries are so hard!!! Maybe thats why you were so heavily on my mind and heart!! I hope you get through it all, I'll keep you in my prayers! God bless
Just to let you know Im thinking of ya and care how you are doing! God bless
my mother died in Jan.2006. It was a very diffacult time and made even worse when I found out only hours later, that my youngest broyher had molested my daughter when she was 11. June 23 of this year, he committed suiside. After my Mom died, he turned to drugs and booze and was never the same.I could not bring myself to confront him, as I was afraid of what I would do, instead I cut off all comunication with him.I found myself hating him and missing the brother I use to have. He hung himself.
my brother hung himself June23,2007. He was a meth addict.He is finaly at peace. I don't think I will fine peace agian in my lifetime.I have emotions I never knew exited.Its the emptyness and the day to day memories of him that make understanding hard to deal with. Someday I'll move on,someday.