xjanedoe's Journal

 Well here we go again.  My Mom has been living with my Aunt since she has gotten sober and my Aunt caught her in the basement last night drinking.  She has been sober for over a year.  At this moment I want to curl up in a little ball and just disappear.  Between my financial problems, my X who is destroying my daughters heart and the distance that has come between my boyfriend and I (new job, no time) I just don't feel like I can handle this.  Why?  I know there really is no answer.  I just wish it would stop.  It's too much.  I want to fade away.