rollercoaster
March 6, 2008 7:59pm
I feel like I am on a rollercoaster ride of emotions
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Goal End Date is Mar 31, 08 194 days ago.
Current Weight (Lbs)
116
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RachelAnne’s Profile
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RachelAnne
is feeling OK
About Me
I am a little crazy, a lot silly, and I love to live life to the fullest, but I also know when I need to be serious. I am spoiled and am very thankful for everything that I have in my life. I am very happily married to the love of my life. He is my best friend, a wonderful lover, and keeps me satisfied in every way possible. Every moment spent with him is a moment I will always treasure. He has a way of making all my dreams come true. I have 2 daughters. They are 11 and 13 and live with their Dad/my ex in Red Bluff. I spend as much time with them as possible. I love them. I do all I can for them.
Interests
I enjoy movies, music, and books of all kinds. I love to shop when I have the money to do so. I like to go for long walks and hiking. Swimming is wonderful in the summer. I am really into photography. I enjoy painting. I am a really clean person and my apartment is spotless most of the time. I do not have any pets, but I do like animals. I love to dance. I still play with Lego's. Hubby and I have separate bedrooms cause he snores and I kick. We also like to have our own space. I like spicy food. Sushi is one of my favorites. Mexican is my 2nd favorite. My wardrobe consists of 4 main colors, pink, white, black and gray. I enjoy candles and my fireplace on a cold night. My room is decorated in purple. I take baths more often than I do showers. I usually smell like baby lotion and vanilla. I hate body hair and shave everyday. I hang out at home naked. I am a night owl.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for January 31, 2008
January 31, 2008 2:30pm
I thought I was done with this...
but I have not eaten in 3 days.
I think it is because my faimly has disowned me.
I falling apart again.
Just when I …
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Journal Entry for December 13, 2007
December 13, 2007 3:32am
It has been ages since I have written here, why? Because I am happy. I am really happy and I guess that makes me feel like I have no reason to post …
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Journal Entry for October 13, 2007
October 13, 2007 1:44pm
I am so proud of myself because I did not eat yesterday.
I was out having a great time last night with my new best friend, until I got a migraine. …
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Support Groups
Close Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaI am 32 and have been anorexic since middle school. I am currently 109lbs and am 5'6" My lowest weight was 96. I have never seeked treatment because my fear of being fat and out of control stops me. I hope I can decide to recover befor I kill myself.
Treatments
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- helpfull only because it makes me lose my appetie. so that is not actually helpfull at all.
Close Multiple Personalities
was diagnosed with MPD a few years ago. Not even sure how many personalities I have. My husband says it keeps things interesting. My family can't quite understand. And I find it extremely difficult to have friends. I struggle with with spaces in time in which I have no memory of what I have done. I lose things and I get confused. The voices in my head never stop.
Open Alcoholism
I know that I am an alcoholic, so why do I not care. Why do I not want help? Why do I not realize how bad this is for me?
Open Rape
I was drugged in a bar and then raped by 3 guys. This was about 3 years ago. I still do not think that I have truly delt with it.
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Not Working
Open Hysterectomy
I had a hysterectomy 4 years ago due to endrometriosis. I have my left ovary still.
Open Plastic Surgery
Where-Sacramento Who-Dr. Donald Hause His site-http://www.hausecall.com/ implant-350 cc silicone Placement-above the muscle Incision-under the best
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