is feeling Good
is slightly fed up today but better than yesterday..
I'm 18, i try to take a positive view onlife, try new things and make freinds with people. i love all things musical, i write songs and sing. i recently lost my two best freinds, i spose i was wrong about them..i just wish i found out earlier.When things like that happen you can either do one of two things, let it happen or fight. for a while i let it happen, but now i fight. i am never going to let anyone screw me over again, makes me sound abit harsh but thats my survival strategy.on a postive side i have a sweet caring gorgeous bf Jack (born2bblue) and he's keeping me goin, i love him!! i work in a primary school in year 6(thats 10/11 yr olds in case yr wondering)i absolutley love it, they're a noisy cheeky lot but i love em to bits!! I belive in God, i used to be a strong beleiver, and very close to him but with all thats happened i dont feel as i used to. i'm hoping that i can get back to how i was before things got too much. though i'm feeling generally very negative towards life at the moment so we will see. i'd love to make some new frinds (for obvious reasons) so feel free to add me on myspace i'm myspace.com/jazzathegreat(my boyfriend picked the name, i'm not that great haha)
music, writing songs and music, singing(all things musical), i'd love to be able to play the piano brilliantly, reading, ice skating, i love walking i find it helps sometimes, shouting at the sky, children, jack!!!!
October 24, 2008 5:29pm
I havent written anything in a while
but right now i actually feel like im making progress.
this time last year i was broken, utterly and …
September 21, 2008 4:21pm
tomorrow is one year since the best day of my life.. and i still love him now :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
July 12, 2008 4:48am
i woke up today and thought "something's different" n then i realised what it was, i actually didn't have a feeling of dread or …
Happy New Year JessAnn xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (((******!!!!!""BUTTERFLY HUGS""!!!!!******)))
i have missed you, i know it may not in the lack of hugs i sent you, but ive missed you so much. aww thanks for the comment on my pic, yeah im doing ok, just been chilling, bussy eh, dont be sorry, just missed, like if i was in person id like be shaking you in a friednly way. hope all is well with you. xxx
wowwwwww i just saw you online, was thinking of you the other day, how are you? what you been upto? xxx
Hey you, been a while since you have had any activity, hope all is okay with you xxx
Stopping by and sending you hugs, hope you are okay? xxx
I got diagnosed in april last year, things had been bad for a while, i was working in a job i hated and various things were happeing in my personal life,so i went to the doctors and was prescribed cipralex 10mg. i carried on feeling down until about October time when my life hit rock bottom,and became suicidal, i started taking efexor 75mg. it seems to be working quite well, there are a few side affects such as insomnia and paranoia, and headaches but the benefits outweigh these things
ive never had reguler periods and when they do happen they're always so painful. i also have acne (which im a teenager so what do u expect.. ) am now on dianette which reulates hormones and periods and should clear up my skin too, my mum used it as a contraceptive and also for adult acne and it worked for her, its too soon to tell for me but here's hoping!
been depressed since i can remember but more recently had symtoms of bi polar and although not been diagnosed by the doctor i've read alot about it and it sounds like me, i can have huge huge mood swings in a day or over a week, crazily happy one minute then really hopeless the next. hopefully joining this group will help me understand it a bit better
i turn into a monstrous evil bitch every month, deal with it! not helped by the fact that i have PCOS, get really bad pains and weird moods(not just bad moods but wird moods) take evening primrose oil when i remember..
