Norreen's Journal

 well of to spain friday with girls should be a laugh. H and rob are going camping while im away so thats doesnt make me feel as guilty for leaving rob -H it doesnt matter he can sod off. Maybe ill find a latin lover lol. I am coming up to the month where H started his A in june 07 i dont know where last year went- it disapeared in tears and pain and a year i dont really want to remember but it will always be imprinted in our history i guess. WHY do they have to spoil things just for a shag and then declare undying love for us when its to late. I live a day at a time and probably always will from now on. Im healing slowly but i will never love again like i did and give my heart away to be shattered in pieces anymore. Its such a shame he had to spoil it all as we had a future together and a GREAT PAST. But these things come to try us i guess and all we are left with is a H we dont know as well as we thought we did- a suspicious untrusting ME and a relationship that can never get back on track. Fucking great eh?. Anyway im determined to enjoy myself and hope you are all ok- will think of you all x