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Heya im Kaite, im 16 and im a dancer im planing on becoming a profesional choreogropher. I've had some problems in the past and im working through them but honestly im really content with my life right now and with my boyfriend who i could never leave, im bi and wayy prefer girls but this guy has compleatly won me over and hes my life.
girls, dance [all styles], choreographing [all styles], my boyfriend, music [rock, hip hop, rap, metal, some pop, and a few other descrite styles], broadway musicals, broadway soundtracks, ADTC, and ya some other stuff...if you wanna know anything just ask me
so i told him that i had eating disorders...
i didn't really go into detail tho obviously....
so since me and my bf are grounded on mondays and thursdays we stay after school together so we can atleast somewat see eachother...so on thursday we …
so my boyfriend and i were walking from chemistry to english the other day and he was like "haha so ya know missy, the senior" and i was …
so i knew i was a lesbian by at latest fourth grade, haha everyone at school assumes im a lesbian and my friends know for sure so yea i guess im compleatly out there, im out to most of my faimly i think which imma finnish up telling soon
Probably since about the end of sixth grade to the beging of seventh i started getting really depressed, and im still not sure of the cause neither is my psycologist. its not as bad as it used to be but its definetly still there,
my parents are both compleat drunks and when i was younger the physical abuse was wicked bad, expecialy by my dad..he once draged my mom out of the house and just started hitting her and me and my brother are freaked to even look at him cause wat if he gets bakc to the physical, its just emotional right now but yaaa
theres soo much suicide in my family, practicly guy and most of the girls on my dads side of the family have killed themselfs...the most recent was my grandfather who shot himself in june...
haha no one believes me but im pretty damn sure i atleast have a slight case of it
so i no it may sound stupid or watever but i have a insanely huge fear of depending on someone or being/comming off as weak...and tho i no it sounds me i also have wicked bad obeseaphobia...which led to the whole anorexia/ednos stuff...and ya a slight fear of flying...
idk i had a major stress problem that led to all my cutting and burning and yaa
seriously i never told anyone bout this but when i was younger i wasn't rapped or molested or anything but just sexualy abused if that makes sense...by my dad so im still freaked by him
i started doing em with this chick from dance and some of my friends from school love em too i wouldn't say i was addicted or anything but i mean my girlfriend is freaked about me using em
its sooo weird like sometimes i'll be somewhere and i dont know how i got there or i'll totaly forget something wicked major and importatnt