Journal Entry for July 18, 2008
July 18, 2008 1:48pm
Starving. Binging. Starvng. Binging. Starving. Binging.
That's how I've spent my last week. I have a fucking eating disorder and the …
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FREAKING THE HELL OUT!
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Just living life, one day at a time.
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Reading, writing, shopping, hanging out with friends, playing on my computer, and trying to exercise.
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Starving. Binging. Starvng. Binging. Starving. Binging. That's how I've spent my last week. I…
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I posted this in the forums, but wanted to post it here as well. WARNING: This post is of sexual nature.…
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FREAKING THE FUCK OUT!!!!
July 14, 2008 7:40pm
I posted this in the forums, but wanted to post it here as well.
WARNING: This post is of sexual nature. If you don't like it, …
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June 23, 2008 2:25pm
So, life has been really compliacted, but good for me lately.
I'm working at Bally's in the kids area.
I've signed back up for …
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
March 17, 2008 4:25pm
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
AS YOU CAN TELL AM PISSED OFF, FURIOUS, ANGRY, SAD, …
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Close Hypothyroidism
Wow where do I begin? Here is the short version. I was finally diagnosed with Hashimoto's disease (hypothyroidsim) after being misdiagnosed 2 times. It has been a struggle ever since. It took about a year to get my medication levels right. I've been in and out of hospitals quite a few times because of thyroid/medication related problems.
Treatments
- Synthroid Working / Worked
- After finally getting the level right, it seems to be working just fine. I just have to remind myself to take it. This medicine is literally the reason I do not fall asleep wherever I stand.
Close Self-Injury
I have done many means of self-harm, including pinching, scratching, cutting, and punching. I've been clean since December 6, 2007.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Kind of worked. Nice to have other people to talk to, but too much to keep up with.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Kathy is amazing. Period.
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- I snap that sucker quite a bit.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionBeen dealing with my depression for years, without realizing it. Thought what I was going through was normal. NOT.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Too Soon to Tell
- Just starting this. Shoud prove to be interesting.
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- Just getting started. I've been told by doctors this medication will not interfere with my other prescription medications. This is a very good thing.
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Some days I believe in it, some days I don't.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Kathy is amazing. Period.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I've managed to open up with them a great deal more over the past few weeks, and I am so grateful I have their full support. I LOVE THEM!!!
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It helps sometimes. Let's me get my anger and frustration out.
Open ADHD / ADD
I've been diagnosed with ADD since I was 7 years old. I've been on the same medication since the first day I was diagnosed. It is a daily struggle and without my medication I do not function well. My twin brother has ADHD and my father has ADD. I'm sure my sister has ADHD as well, but is undiagnosed at this time.
Treatments
Open Raynaud's Disease
I was diagnosed with Raynaud's Phenomenon just a year ago. It is connected to my thyroid disease. I do not have to take any medicine just yet because my case is not severe enough.
Treatments
- Aqua Therapy Working / Worked
- When my feet or hands get extremely cold, the only way for me to get the blood and warmth back into my extremities is to run hot water over them.
Open Anxiety
Turns out, the fidgeting, pulling out my hair, unable to make eye contact, constant worrying, and stressing 24/7...is anxiety.
Treatments
- Lexapro Working / Worked
- See Depression section for details on this medication.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Xanax Somewhat Helpful
- Not so sure I like it. Makes me very tired. Been on it for a couple months. Ready to be off of it.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Turns out those thoughts of death and the counting all the time...is OCD. And, the self-harming, is by compulsive behvioral response as well. So yay.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
Open Environmental Allergies
Type of allergy: Allergic RhinitisSo, I went to the ENT for my ears. Turns out I have a deviated septum and my sinuses were almost completely swollen shut. Allergy test reveal out of 38 allergens tested, I am allergic to 23 of them.
Treatments
- Allergy Shots Too Soon to Tell
- Just starting shots once a week, for the next 3 years.
- Nasonex Working / Worked
- Keeps the sneezing and itching to a minimum.
- Zyrtec Somewhat Helpful
- It helps for my allergies, but makes me so drowsy.
Open Acne
Had acne since I was 10. It sucks. Much better now-a-days. I'm on antibiotics for it right now and a cream called Ziana.
Open Bisexuality
Basically, I'm attracted to both sexes. However, I do want to get married and have kids one day. I'm just stuck right now.
Open Food Addiction
Finally my addiction to this drug. It's going to be a long fight.
Treatments
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Considering
- I'm on the look out for a local group in my hometown. Hopefully I will find one and this will help.
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