parothead's Journal

 well i am recovering from my awful tuesday, it really wasn't DH fault for blurting it out the way he did, the kids were going to tell me if he didn't. you know 10yr olds (b g twins) they just can't contain themselves when they have big news. DH was pretty shocked as well. GOOD NEWS is egg donor nurse called me on wed. with my new med calender. we should be doing ER and ET the first week of sept...labor day. (an omen maybe?) I am just so excited we are rolling with this. just have to get mine and donor cycles coincided and we are good to go. I started BCP yesterday and have a whole new protocal of meds that sounds like they might be addressing some immunity issues, which i suspected might be the reason for the 2 failures. I saw my donor today and we are both so excited we were giggleing like 12 yr old girls. she looks so fertil i swear if a normal woman got close to her they would pick up "pregnant vibes." I am so thankful for her very generous and completely unselfish offer and will never forget what a good heart she has even if we are not successful. she will always hold a special place in my heart for offering to help me. I also told her yesterday that any leftover embryos i have will be donated to another couple haveing trouble starting a family and she was happy with that decision.