is feeling Bad
i beleive in a higher power, in my 20s i found i had to nap, this didnt up set me i just figgured i had a diffrent schedule than most people. naps got more frequent and longer as the years passed finnaly diagonesed with idio. hypersomnia i wish i was dead.I dont let people know how i feel because they dont understand. I for get important things, no matter how much sleep i get it dose'nt rest me, what next?
a crochet needle is never to far from me. hugging and smooching my 2 cats. TV. used to play the piano and reed, but now i find it is to tiring.
February 12, 2008 9:39pm
i wrote a long entry and it got lost ,,
i lost my job the beginning of december
i am going to go to a emergency housing
i am so sad …
October 22, 2007 6:06am
well i need to do this journal more often, so i will start with a dreem i had last night..
the dream went like this:
my friend raffie finnaly got …
September 23, 2007 8:00am
i wasnt going to take any provigil today ,thinking that i would just sleep all day but then i rembered that we have a move in on the 28 th of this …
September 21, 2007 8:31am
today i woke up feeling much the same ,i just dont seem to feel rested even though i slept all nigh 10 hours and 2-24 hour naps yesterday. yester day …
September 15, 2007 7:42am
today i get to work in the office. i have prepared my self by sleeping all day and night yesterday friday, aprox 16 hours.. funny I never feel …
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for years i thought i needed naps because my system was diff than others, then as they got longer and i got more tired i thought i had a diffiency. then i thought if i had a bed to my self i would sleep better. now i am alone and finnaly know what i have. hypersomnia, and its getting worse and there is no cure.
i have hb and narcolepsy,, other than that i am as healthy as a horse,, i was diagones with hb and nar, only a few months ago, they are still experminting with me and diffrent meds
