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Journal Entry for February 11, 2008 Mood

Monday, February 11, 2008

I cant close my eyes for even a min coz of the fear that am going to die.I had the worst dream,or nightmare or a vision i dont know what i can call it but it has realy scared hell out of me.

I was fighting between death and life.I saw darkness and a voice calling me "death" i struggled to wakeup but i could not.I tried to scream but i was unable.I was slowly loosing my breath and something was sweeping me away. iI started to fight but i was so weak to do so.I was almost giving up and i told God to forgive me for ma sins before taking me away.Thats when i gained my streangth and i wokeup as fast as i could.

I cant sleep again and i cant even close my eyes because i fear that i might die in my sleep.This is the second time am having this same dream in two weeks.

Am i loosing it?or will i die or whats all wit all this fucking dreams?

I dont bealive in dreams or vision but FCK am realy fuckedup this time

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wow thats really weired... i dont really know wut you should do, maybe you should go talk to like a profesional or something. Sorry i am not much help! I hope the dreams will go away and i hope that you will be fine! Good luck! I will be praying for you!

~Nolan

Tennisboi2010
hm it seems wen u calld to god u had the strength u needed maybe u should pray and read your bible for the strength to carry on welll hope it helps

loverboylovesboys
I know know what do tell you thats really scary. But my mom always told me to open my bible before i go to bed and it helped me sleep better maybe you could try that. I sorry i'm not much help.

booklover101
hugs and kisses and strength to keep you safe!!!

mumofthree