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nervous but really freaking happy :D
My name is Stephanie. I'm 21 and currently work part time selling hot food, and part time painting, and part time baking. I was officially diagnosed in January with an eating disorder. My "borderline anorexia" then turned into severe over eating and I gained a severe amount of weight. I am hoping that I will be able to regain some sort of control over this. I also suffer very badly with depression but I'm now on my 3rd medication for that. I'm very easy to get on with and the one always the centre of attention because I'm loud and always telling jokes. Lately I haven't been out of the house except to go to work - I get panic attacks and don't want anyone to see me since I've gained weight. I am hoping that one day very soon I will be able to stop binging and be able to lose some weight an tone up. I'm fed up of wasting another year to being fat. I want my life back. I want to go dancing, meet new people, and maybe even move to a different country. I'm going to lose this weight. I'm going to do this.
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Hi I'm Stephanie Moore.21 years old.I'm fat,sad,pathetic,single,alone,friendless,lifeless,depressed,frustrated,poor,hopeless,alone...so…
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July 22, 2008 11:05am
Hi I'm Stephanie Moore.
21 years old.
I'm fat,
sad,
pathetic,
single,
alone,
friendless,
lifeless,
depressed,
frustrated,
poor,
hopeless,
alone...so so …
July 21, 2008 4:58am
It's amazing how much wanting someone you can't have can be the hardest, most heart breaking feeling in the world.
Even more so, when …
June 8, 2008 5:23pm
weekends suck.
I suck.
4 weeks til 'her' party.
Crap.
Therapy tomorrow.
45 minute drive to get there.
45 minute drive …
June 3, 2008 5:53pm
I know I've said it a million times before - but tomorrow I will do this.
I now have someone who I am "accountable" to, and that, is …
June 3, 2008 4:35am
well, I don't know really. I'm quite tired, angry, agitated, pissed off, annoyed, frustrated...grrrr.
I know I do tend to have these weird …
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I was officially diagnosed in January with an eating disorder - bordering on Anorexia. I have no developed a severe binge eating disorder which is doing more damage to my physical health and even more damage to my mental health as I can't make it stop.
Had a pretty messed up childhood. My mother & I were completely under the control of my Nan. I was there most nights as my mum worked at night. My nan had the most vicious temper. She once hit me 15times around the head with a heavy metalrimmed magnifiying glass, slapped me till my back was completely bruised, cut my nails til they bled - this was all in one night because I had scratched a mole on my face by accident. I had to keep quiet at school and no one ever knew.
