Journal Entry for September 6, 2008
September 6, 2008 5:17am
I came back from the club.The music is not good.I start to feel upset again.I hate to live.
It is almost 3:30 I am upset.I keep thinking about the …
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About Me
I am from Hong Kong.I live in san francisco.I spend most of the time alone staying home.I do not need to see my friends or family. I like to make some new friends here.I like to talk to people who feels the same way as I am.I love getting email.I like to know other people's problems and suffering.I live with my mother.I do not have money to live alone.I feel depress often.I have a bad mood.I have obsessive thinking.I hate living, unless I am feeling high.I have to spend money to feel better.Then I will worry about money.I am making friends at daily strenght.Thank you for everyone support.It keeps me feeling postive about people. Alot of people do care about me.I think I have social depression.When I interact with most people, their conversation will depress me.I am not interested in their conversaion.When other people are enjoying themselves in their conversations, I am the only one who is not interested.I try to avoid soical situation. If anyone have the same feeling, send me a note, we can talk.
Interests
Business, real estate, investing, anything that can make money, art, dance club(the dance club is the only place that makes me feel good), reasearch, psychology.
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I came back from the club.The music is not good.I start to feel upset again.I hate to live.It is almost…
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peterthegreat wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for September 5, 2008 5:09pm
I feel upset when I woke up.I have to go to the park.The newspaper did not come.I do not know why.I feel…
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Journal Entry for September 5, 2008
September 5, 2008 5:09pm
I feel upset when I woke up.I have to go to the park.The newspaper did not come.I do not know why.I feel at peace right now.I can go to the club …
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Journal Entry for September 4, 2008
September 4, 2008 3:56pm
I feel upset today.I think negatively.Should I go to the club tonight?
I went to get a massage.I am feeling good now.
It is 4:30pm I feel empty.I …
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Saving money
September 3, 2008 2:29pm
I feel good this morning.I woke up early and not feeling upset.I will try to exercise everyday.I make lunch and dinner myself so I can save alot of …
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Journal Entry for September 2, 2008
September 2, 2008 1:37pm
I woke up early this morning feeling alive.I want to go out to do some work.
It is almost 2 I still feel fine.I try to do some reading about real …
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Hope you have a great weekend!! :)
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Oh thats good to hear. And you can have a bit more alone time with your mother out. Well lots of hugs!
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Hi how are you? Sorry for not writing much!
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I care and relate to what you're saying and feeling. Stay in touch. Paul B.
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Sometimes I know how u feel xx
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Support Groups
Close Anxiety
I have panic when I went to a vocational school.I felt like I am endanger.Since then,I felt panicing for no reasons.It has been a few years now,I still feel that way.My docotor thinks it is psychotic symptom.I felt panic when I am working.I have been to an energy healer, it is helping me.
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- I cannot do this when I am working.
- Hypnotherapy Not Working
- I think it is not working.
- Meditation Working / Worked
- I can meditate only I am alone or at home.It worked.
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- I felt clamer but I can feel very worry at work.
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have major depression.I am feeling alot better, but i still feel depress everyday.I feel there is not thing good about life.The doctor told me to do more exercise.I do not have the mood to exercise.
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- After I have taken Wellbutrin I am feeling better and better. However, I still depress frome time to times.
Open Schizophrenia
I have psychotic symptom.I feel I am endanger at work.When I try to perfrom something.I feel worry to death.
Treatments
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- I think it work.There is nothing I can do.I have to find another way to make money.
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