Journal Entry for January 3, 2008
January 3, 2008 7:29pm
hello there happy new year to one and all hope you are all still fighting the fight im just so thankful that we got through xmas and new year …
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erin5
is feeling OK
im bck after a long lonely bad patch and trying to find the new me
About Me
seperated, 3 kids, mental health problems, ex civil servant, my philosophies r shit happens learn 2 live with it and theres always sumone worse off than you are
Interests
music sitting watching the stars on cold frosty nights
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Journal Entry for December 8, 2007
December 8, 2007 7:43pm
im back good news the police have just served an order on my ex that means me and the girls can stay here in the house for the next 11 years without …
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Journal Entry for November 10, 2007
November 10, 2007 2:00pm
hello its ages since i logged on i think i was in hell ther for a while but thats passed and im trying again to get on top of things i want to thank …
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Journal Entry for September 25, 2007
September 25, 2007 9:26am
i havent written in ages im just feeling lost and empty and i cant pull myself up nemore i just see to the girls and thats about it i just cry …
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Journal Entry for September 4, 2007
September 4, 2007 8:30pm
still feeling kinda shocked but i know im just gonna have to give myself a good shake and get over this when my ex shows up to see the kids (which is …
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Have you gotten lost somewhere? I hope you are feeling well. God bless
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Hope ur well Erin *hugs*
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Good Luck
Happy St. Patrick's Day!!!
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hi, im still here, not as bad as i have been lately which is obviously a good thing :) you?
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ur such a sweetheart :) I hope all is well with you Erin!!!
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Support Groups
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
i have bin getting treatment 4 severe depression 4 a few yrs and have just discovered that my husband has bin mentally abusing me frm day one and i didnt realise it he wasnt the cause of my depression but just stopped me frm getting better he controlled me sexaully abused me and made me believe that it was normal i dont know if he even knew he was doing it i feel darty used stupid gullible and i dont know who i am nemore i wish they had never told me im not well enough to continue counselling
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- my mental health nurse adviced me 2 talk 2 a womans aid counseller for legal help and it was her that told me wat had bin happening me i went into total shock and the nurse has adviced me to stop counselling until i come round to wats happened
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- getting away helped me realise that i was in a bad place and im glad i left now its hard and the weans are heartbroken but they know nothing bout the abuse and i wud never tell them but ther a bit more settled
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressiondiagnosed 5 yrs ago getting treatment medication helps a bit but mostly its bout learning 2 live with it
Treatments
- Effexor Somewhat Helpful
- Electroconvulsive therapy Somewhat Helpful
- had 22 treatments in all the last batch helped but only short term bout 4 mths in all loss of memory is the main side effect its was supposed 2b tempory but its never bin rite since sumtimes 4get kids names
Open Breakups & Divorce
left husband a year ago verbally mentally and sexually abusive
Treatments
- Leave Working / Worked
- glad 2b away kids finding it tough hes not keeping much contact with them
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- im seeing a counseller now but im not well enough to cope with it yet
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- alot of abuse frm his amily at the start till they say some of him in action friends are great
- Support Groups Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Not Working
- i actually didnt know about the abuse until tolt by a counseller im so shocked im not really able to say much
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