BarbRN's Journal

Once again, it is "that time of the month" where my hubby goes to refil all my meds and I am totally out to lunch when he asks what I need.  I found out that I am on Restoril now instead of Halcion.  I also found out that in the last month I have been to a few places and I have absolutely no memory of it at all.   I told him tonight that is sounds like I need a med vacation.  He told me as soon as I do, he will pack me in the car and take me to the hospital as that will be the end result anyway.  I have been feeling and thinking so much better since he put me on the abilify and the hallucinations have all but stopped.  I am thinking WOOOOO HOOOOO maybe I can eventually I can go back to work or school or something but then I am reminded that this will never happen.   I am guessing this is how I have it beat.  I have to accept things I cannot change and find something that I can.  I have a grandson due Oct 10 so he will be my next "goal".  I get to babysit as often as she needs me to.    That is it I guess.  Nite Nite