Today was much better. The kids went to school with no problems, which really surprised me because they went to bed sooooo late last night. I didn't do much today, I just took a trip to walmart to get our perscriptions, then I just talked to my neighbors most of the day. Tonight my oldest daughter Isabella (8) is sleeping over her friends house. They live in the same apartment complex as me so I wasn't to nervous, but they smoke and that always scares me because I know second hand smoke is worse, I know I can't protect my children from everything but I would gladly die trying. Isabella doesn't like the smoke either, so I told her if it bothers her to just call me and come home. Gabriella (my 6 year old), cried for a while after Isabella left, they fight like cats and dogs but boy o boy when one is missing the other goes NUTS!!! I love it, that makes me sooo happy to know that they love each other that much. Makes me feel like I'm doing something right. Of course my little guy Juan (4) he acts like he doesn't care but when their at school he asks at least 100 times a day, "when are they coming home mommy?" And tonight he just kept asking where Isabella was and if she is coming home tonight. Now Gabi and Juan are sleeping, well Gabi has to take strong cough medicine so it knocked her out 15 minutes after she took it. (LOVE THAT STUFF...LOL) And Juan just fell asleep. My husband called just a little while ago and told me he had a dream that I was cheating on him and when he came back from Colorado I told him to take Gabriella and Juan and I would keep Isabella. I laughed because it's usually me that has the crazy dreams! I'm so happy there is alot of trust in our relationship, I know he would never cheat on me and I would NEVER cheat on him, and he knows it. He is the BEST thing to happen to me in a long time. We've been through alot and I said if we made it through that we can make it through ANYTHING!! I guess that's it for now. More tomorrow! Thanks for caring enough to read it!
You had a good day. I'm so happy for you...You have a nice family....
shy girl