Layla12's Journal

thank you for your support.  It is so nice to not be alone in this.  The only thing keeping me going is hockey right now.  Luckily my Pens are looking like they are gunna be in it for awhile, but once its over, Im so scared Im gunna really crash.  I went out tonight with my dad to watch the game, and ran into an my exboyfriend.  I was seeing him after I left my husband, and we really got eachother.  We were completly happy til his ex girlfriend told him she was pregnante with his baby, (IF its his it would have been RIGHT before we got together)  I heard about it from her when I called him, and he broke up with me with a TEXT MESSAGE.  Things are so confusing, So many emotions... I have no idea whats going on.  Im going on vacation in May, and going to a concert with some friends.  I found out he will be coming with us, I dont know what to do.  I dont want to take out on him what I should have on my hubby, but... Ive also never really dated, or had an ex, and someone I actually like and treated me well... I am so tired of being jerked around and not being treated the way I should... Any little thing that comes up just seems like so much anymore, I dont know how to handle it