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Musician, writer. Currently unemloyed due to hospitalization following severe mania/depression. a modern epicurean with bipolar II disorder. (its the one where you have a really high sex drive, relentless creativity, flashes of genius for a while interspersed with periods of not being able to do anything apart from lay in bed watching endless episodes of Heroes and listening to Gary Numan, Japan, David Bowie etc - whilst never answering your phone or leaving the house) - its a GREAT affliction when i'm not depressed. currently giving up alcohol and refusing medication - both are not currently going well
i love gay men, cheese, eggy bread, french films, seduction, misbehaving and shadenfreude. I'm very messy and misplace things on a daily basis....keys, wallet, phone, diary, notebook, umbrella, parasol, shoes, ideas, phonenumbers, mini babybels, plans... i dont really like ignorance, bitchiness, pretence, repressed behaviour, perfection or spiders. I don't mind arrogance, eccentricity, awkwardness - as long as its mixed up with a subtle but kind genius. If you shop at Next, go on package holidays, view tabloids as news, have no perception of anything other than the obvious, read Dan Brown, live without question, you have no meaning in my world so don't bother saying hello.
March 5, 2008 5:10pm
I'm starting to feel 'normal' - not as paranoid, anxious, depressed as I have been for the last few months. Getting rid of my winter fat …
February 6, 2008 1:50pm
been trying to deny the bi-polar thing after a consultant suggested I might have temporal lobe epilepsy. Got the results back. I don't. I was …
November 27, 2007 7:13pm
I thought I was finally coming out of this fog of depression, paranoia of everything and anxiety/crying fits. I had 4 good weeks. I found a new job, …
November 14, 2007 11:13am
Mental Health Stigma in UK http://www.guardian.co.uk/society/2007/nov/14/guardiansocietysupplement.mentalhealthhope people can see it now. Although …
November 14, 2007 6:47am
urrrrgggh. I just had a meeting with work about going back after being absent for 5 months through massive breakdown/mania then extreme …
Hi hope you are doing well!
So glad to hear from you! Glad you are doing better! Big squishy hugs to you!
I meant long route !! haha I stopped drinking.It's fucking boring I suppose.But the difference is immense.
Love. See the beauty in you.Get real to yrself.Took me ages and I don't want you wasting time on the lobg route like I did. You just made my day/week/month though xx
I am praying that whatever is going on with you gets better soon. We all miss you and want you back. Please let me know you are okay! Love you, Rose
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