Journal Entry for December 25, 2007
December 25, 2007 12:00am
Everyone needs to refer to the profile "2generous"
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zombieman
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About Me
All there is about me is me. I am original and like no other. Just talk with me and you will see what I meen.
Interests
music, outdoors, kareoke, sex and more sex.
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Journal Entry for December 20, 2007
December 20, 2007 10:13pm
I have made a promise to a freind the day I burried my aunt that I would never kill myself. I said b4 all that, if I ever go to JAIL or go BACK …
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Journal Entry for December 20, 2007
December 20, 2007 10:07pm
Is there a face here that makes this horible face look to fucking happy???
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Journal Entry for December 20, 2007
December 20, 2007 10:06pm
I can't stand the way I feel I just want to die. I dont want to survive anymore. Why can't I start over? Why dose it have to be this …
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Close Depression
I have been depressed becouse of the way I have been treated growing up. All the abuse and everything.
Treatments
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Helped with anxiety a little.
- Prozac Not Working
- Side effects were to bad.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- No one wants me to go into therapy. My docter "was" a bitch and wanted me to get stable with medicine that I know wont work and didn't work even after proving it. Still nothing, I told her to shove it up her ass and to go fuck her self and she gave me an appointment for 2 weeks and still didn't listen. Didn't want to belive I was telling the truth. I am still waiting for a reply from the administrater that told me she would call me back on my complaint and get me an appointment with a therapist.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Made me sleep all the time. Other than that, I can't work while on this medicine.
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- What family?? Friends will let me vent,(when there around) thats about it.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Hell no! Never again. I'm not bi pollor, it didn't work just like ALL the other bi pollor medicine did.
Close Sex / Pornography Addiction
I am addicted to sex. It controls my relationships and when I'm at work.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I am divorced.
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I been a smoker since I was 5 and hibitualy since I was 16.
Open Anxiety
Have it becouse of my childhood.
Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Have it becouse of my childhood.
Open Alcoholism
I have been drinking since I was 16 and an alcoholic since I was about 19 or 20.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I was a heavy user.
Open Stress Management
I have stress, I need to learn how to manage it.
Open Financial Challenges
I have filled a chapter 7 becouse of my former marrage becouse my atturny was too lazy to deal with anything. She didn't have one. Now I'm paying for it.
Treatments
- Budgeting Working / Worked
- I'm good at that. I need to make about a grand more a month to do it.
- Credit Counseling Not Working
- They said I don't make enouph money.
- Debt Consolidation Not Working
- LMAO!!!! I was denied by EVERYONE. Even those who said they will work with anyone no mater what your credit looks like. I have called about 40 or 50 places, same result with them all. The answer they gave me,,,, NO!!!!
Open Healthy Relationships
I have a g/f and I have cheated on others since I have been divorced. I need to learn how to have a healthy relationship.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- It seems to help me not cheat so far this time.
Open Miscarriage
My g/f when I was 20 had a miscarrage, a year ago I found out she aborted my son. I still see it as a misscarrage. I forgive her.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- It helped to an extent. It will never bring back my son.
Open Adoption
Most of the girls I have been with in the past several years have had kids. My ex wife had a son from her previouse marrige. I am just wanting to learn how to deal with step children and what I am expecting to do.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendI lost a girl who I had a BIG crush on when we were 15. She never knew how I felt about her.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- It will never bring back my friend.
- Music Too Soon to Tell
- I am going to wright a song about her soon. I already have it in my plans for the band.
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- Atleast I feal someone has listend to me over the years.
- Remembering Considering
- Thats all we have for our departed is there memories, right?
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I told my drummer recently what has happend to me about her. We were all friends from back then.
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- A wise man once said, "give it time, time will tell" I will have to admit, that dose work.
- Talking Working / Worked
- I feal like she hears me when I just talk out loud to her. Dose anyone feal their lost ones around them like they are a ghoast or something??
Open Family Issues
I have NEVER got along with any of my family except for my nephue.
Treatments
- Family Therapy Not Working
- We went for about 2 years till the doctor didn't want to listen to (their lies) it anymore so I was (miss) diagnosed with bi pollor. They still think I'm stupid and talk to me like I'm 2 years old. LITERALY!! They think I'm stupid.
Open Rape
I have sevral freinds on d/s that has suffered rape. One ran away to just get away from it and shes now missing.
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