jeans1's Journal

Been so tired out just lately!!!  It's like I just can't get enough sleep!!  Things seem to be smoothing over at work, which I suppose is a stress removed.  Been missing Gems, she seems very busy at the minute bless her.   Still not overjoyed witht the world, I have enjoyed a few hours shutting the world out today, I need to do that every so often more so at the moment.  Still as long as I'm still working, I guess that's a good thing.

So feel free any one if you have any thoughts, you can be honest lol.

The last few months have  been up and down for me!  My sister had a patch where she became suicidal and that was very rough!!  Things on that front seem to now be getting better so that's a good thing.

Any way..FACEBOOK!!!!  A week and a half ago i pulled a muscle in my back, it was really painfull, so had a week off work cause I could not walk properly.  My main job saw me and said have a week off, the other said can I phone up everyday.  So I did, then one afternoon I fell aslepp because of the meds I was on and didn't phone them till the morning which I apologised for.  My boss seemed agro with me which stressed me out because I was in pain and grumpy because I could not do anything.  On my face book I wrote I was fed up with work how do I know when it's gonna get better.  I didn't mean to offend any one by this, I was just having a rant.  Anyway one of the friends on facebook is a memeber of managemnt, and she reported me as she thought I was takin a pop at her. I explained I was just venting some stress to my firends and I wa snot slagging anyone off or mentioning any company or anything like that. 

Anyway the thing that is getting me is, some one could have just spoken to me.  But no Staff members have been comming up to me saying the managemnt have been slagging me off openly on the shop floor, and this girl who thought I was taking a pop at her was nearly in tears, and the whole thing has been discussed with everyone beofre it was with me.  I got told I was unprofessional, I said everyone can vent as long as you are carful not to mention names and places, but how unroffessional are the management to be slagging me off before they even know the facts??

I am very frustrated about this!!  I sent this girl a message on face book and said I didn't think what happend at work was fair, and people got me wrong.  I also said I was deleting her and my other work collegues as I don't want people making something out of nothing... I was thinking about speaking to someone who knows about employment issues, as I think I am now being victimised. 

My baby seems really busy with work and the course she is on, and it seems impossible to buy a house at the moment, and it's a shit mortgage no matter how much u seem to put down!!!!

Had enough!!!!!