lilpeep's Journal

Just when I thought I was over the worst of the nausea it has come back with a vengence the last couple days.  I had to go to bed last night with a bucket just in case.  My diclectin was running out and I felt a little guilty that I had to be on medicine worth $150 for morning sickness so I tried to wean off for this second trimester assuming I would be feeling better by now... oh man I am glad I on these pills cause I know how bad it would be if I wasn't.  I am thankful for them cause I am already underweight and can't afford to loose weight during pregnancy.  So I had to bite the bullet and get the refill and hopefully after this months worth of pills I can go off of them.  It's just so strange cause with my son I was feeling so great I thought I could be pregnant 4 more times and still be bouncing.  Wow I'm glad I didn't get this sick with the first I might not have decided to have another LOL

Getting excited... the time is just flying I can't wait to do all the baby stuff again as crazy as that sounds.  I miss the night time snuggles in the rocking chair, the goo gooing and the ga gaing at each other, I miss the nursing the most it's so sweet and such a bonding thing, so personal one on one time... my son is excited to see that my tummy is getting a bump in there... It's nice when it sinks in and you can just be happy... I was happy with my son but I didn't know what to expect, now I know all the great things that lie ahead so even though I am sick as a dog, emotionally number 2 is a such a great feeling.

I hope everyone else is doing well and healthy and strong and feeling emotionally and physically good. HUGS