Journal Entry for August 18, 2008
I need some help!!! How do you start to feel like you are worth something and that you are a wonderful and nice looking woman again after your STBX …

is feeling Horrible
Still looking for a job!!!
Recently: 10 hugs given, 5 hugs received more …
I am 35 and a mother of 2 wonderful boys!!!! I have been married for 15 1/2 years & together for 17 and was separated in 2006. I finally filed for divorce in May 2008. Court in Oct 2008. He is fighting so no telling how long this will take. Just want it over!!!
I love, swimming, boat riding, camping, fishing, listening to music, going to the movies, spending time with my boys and family. I am a pretty easy person to please. I am very laid back.
I need some help!!! How do you start to feel like you are worth something and that you are a wonderful and nice looking woman again after your STBX …
still wondering through my days trying to find my way.how are you?
I'm sending lots of good thoughts for your job search, if only the dad would step up.
Thank you! Be strong and it will all work out in the end! Trust Me!!! Just let go!!! HUGS Oli
Wow. I thought I had things rough. I just read your last post. There has to be some kind of government agency that is willing to help in a situation as severe as that. I wish I could be of more help. let me know if you want to talk.
just wanted to let you know i decided to stay. you and your boys are in my prayers
Most of my story is in my Journal.
I am a single mom of 2 boys .I have a 14 year old that I feel is having a real hard time with his father leaving and is taking it out on me and his younger brother.