newbrguy's Journal

Hoiday today. Supposed to go back to work tomorrow. What to do? I am not sure why this depression thing reared it's ugly head. I've been going strong for months now. I guess it's because there seems to be no light at the end of the tunnell. I made some dumb moves as well. I had a number of women approach me and show interest and I went out with them for coffess dates etc. 4 kids was the factor that freaked them all out. Too much to handle. I've got to get on track little by little. I hate feeling this way as I know there's hope, by my brain has shut down on deep thinking