sometimes we just get so much thrown on us...
we stand there in the rainstorm of chaos.. with burdens hanging off our bodies... and we just wonder why we have been loaded with so much when we try so hard to be good people and take care of others...

then we say..
I thought we were not supposed to be given more than we can handle...
is this a test?
are we this strong?
will we make it through?
how?
what is ont eh other side of this mess?
will we be rewarded?
or is this just something that will be behind us?
is our memory tomorrow of our crap today part of the journey?


and so on...
we think so much...
we try....

we overcome.

but we still feel the pain and scars... and the frustrations.
does it make us better?
does it help us next time?

do we have a mantra to get us to the next step?
do we face it or do we run?

we are here....
learning
in our journey