gothfemmedyke

Strange Triggers?

Posted on 07/08/08, 11:03 pm

Has anyone ever experienced anything like this?

Last night my partner and I were having sex (a rare event because I have difficulty getting aroused) and things were going along great.... REALLY GREAT.... and then I had an orgasm and flew into a rage. I just about chewed my partner's head off and I felt like punching my fist through the wall. What a mind-fuck for my partner, eh? I felt so bad that I curled up in a ball and cried myself to sleep.

• Reply #1 07/09/08  4:06am
  
  daisyrose
  i've have kinda done something like that. my bf and i were going at it, it was great, then bam, he was done. i looked at him and said, u have got to be fuckin kidding me. that's it? don't ever waste my time again just for that quick of a fuck. if u can't please me, don't even touch me. well lets just say he didn't talk to me for a few days, but sex after that, well a hell of a lot better. i did feel bad, but he knows how honest i am.
• Reply #2 07/09/08  3:24pm
  
  gothfemmedyke
  In my case is was the orgasm itself that triggered the rage, not the lack thereof. Guess it set off a chemical reaction.
• Reply #3 07/09/08  3:43pm
  
  olenka1
  Perhaps you had been watching the mating rituals of some spiders who have a quick shag,then eat there partners!!lol!
• Reply #4 07/09/08  11:42pm
  
  ataraxia
  maybe he enjoyed it
• Reply #5 07/10/08  11:03am
  
  gothfemmedyke
  She sweetie... SHE. I stay far away from dangly-bits.... and it was scary, not sexy in that primal-sex kinda way.
• Reply #6 07/10/08  12:26pm
  
  ataraxia
  Sorry, "she" - it's a habit to assume. But in all seriousness, what did she say about it?
• Reply #7 07/10/08  5:19pm
  
  gothfemmedyke
  She actually didn't realize that I had raged, she thought that I was just overcome with emotion... I guess I didn't bite her head off outloud as much as I thought I had. Happened more in my head than what was observable from the outside. Lots of strange things are happening to me these days, like hallucinations, and most of the time I walk around in a surreal fog. This is what untreated bipolar has reduced me to.
• Reply #8 07/11/08  12:31pm
  
  TheRealMe
  It would be worth talking this over with a pdoc or counselor if you have one. Just to keep track of what your moods are doing. I find it gets pretty scarey when I don't understand what's happening in my own head and a short sess with a professional can iron out a whole lot of worries.
  Take care and ENJOY, I find the best sex is honest sex.
• Reply #9 07/11/08  1:56pm
  
  Ameliemaloo
  ive had this. but from dangly bits lol.
  
  and burst into tears aswell.
  
  weird isnt it.
• Reply #10 07/12/08  4:27pm
  
  gothfemmedyke
  Yeah... definately stay away from the dangley bits... nyttin' but trouble

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