My Apologies
Posted by nadareal3 - 06/30/08, 03:38 amI wrote this as a "friends only" journal entry on 6/28/08. I've neglected this group for some time now, and I apologize for that. This journal entry will hopefully explain (not excuse) my neglectful behavior. I formed this group with the best of intentions, and I am jumping back in toward "more involvement," as I still think this group has benefit for us all. Each of us have stories to tell, and I'd like to jump start the group by telling a story after I post this news entry. I hope to hear more of your stories soon.
The Journal entry on 6/28/08;
It has been awhile since I posted a journal entry,the last of which was a rather bleak entry, to say the least. I'm somewhat better now. I wanted to let all my friends know that I very much appreciate your support, and honest feedback. I really appreciate friendship with each and every one of you. I'm sorry I have not been there for you much lately. I really do care.
I tend to BS myself alot of the time and pretend that I'm ok, when in reality I'm not. When I face myself, and realize how much of a grip depression really has on me, I tend to isolate myself, and shut down. That is basicly where I have been for some time now. That is why you haven't seen me on the board much. My tank feels like it is empty. I'm struggling with trying to feel better, even if only a little bit at a time. I wish you all well my friends.
