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Help if u Can II Feel Lost!!
Posted on 05/15/08, 06:52 pm
I dont know wat is happening to me!! I feel so lost and i cant find my way. I am so moody lately and its like i am happy one min. then the next im a complete mess. I have alot of stuff on my mind. I think that i might be prego and if so then i am happy but everytime i think i am Something happens to my baby or im not even prego and i got all excited about nothing. I have been thinking alot about the men who rpd me..Sorry i hate that word, im feeling very alone right now. I think it is gonna happen to me again and im scared shitless. I dont want to have to deal with his shit anymore im so done with all of this. He controls my life and i cant do anything about it. I want to be free and not feel the pain anymore. Ive tried to get over it and i all i do everytime is push away how i feel. And i tell myself that im ok. But deep down im tearing apart. What am i suppost to do if he does it to me again or now that he has done it to me? My friend made me promise to tell but Im not ready to do that. When my family found out about 2 yrs ago they called the cops but there was no point i break down and wont say anything i just cry.. its been since i was almost 13 and im 19 now so i know that he will always be there to haunt me but I do not talk about wat happen Its a big deal to me and i dont feel that everyone in the dam world need to know my private things unless i want to talk about it. Is there anyway to get over wat has happen to me? do i have to go to the cops and say if it doesnt stop. How can i get over this? I need help but i do not want to have to deal with all the stress of putting out in the open. I Am Scared If you any aadvise for me please let me know Im shutting down and its getting worse. Thanks
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Reply #1 05/19/08 5:04pm
u will get thru this be on here has helped me alot... u could join my group hurt no more the people there are great... -
Reply #2 05/19/08 7:03pm
god, I've SOOO been there with the whole prego situation. I have endometriosis so it's like, super hard to get pregnant but when i stopped trying i got pregnant right away. The more stress your body goes through, the less likely you'll be to get pregnant. I've also been there with the rpd thing too. I don't think it ever goes away but there are ways to avoid it and push it out of your head and ways to get past it. but it takes a long time for most ppl - like me. -
Reply #3 06/16/08 12:06pm
The best advise i can give you is... you will deal with it in time... and in your own way.
It took me 10 years to finally be able to describe what happened to me... its not easy... especially when you feel pressured into doing it.
Being scared in natural... you need to protect yourself and in this world that can be very hard at times.
Dont think about what could happen... just focus on what is... and understand that the best thing to do it let it out some way or the other.
Ever need anyone to chat with... im always willing to listen -
Reply #4 07/26/08 7:15am
its ok just calm down things will be ok i am here for you wenever you need me no matter wat things will be ok all of us on this group will help you out with anything you wont come and ask and we will protect you
Babie Eeyore xox -
Reply #5 07/28/08 3:34am
Thanks yall for everything, Ive been able to cope with things better even though they still are hard im glad i have ppl like yall to help me get threw it all! I Love You Guys!
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