WELCOME TO THE LOVE ADDICTION FORUM....
Posted by snailmarks4u - 03/27/08, 01:14 amHello,
Thank you for joining the love addiction forum. I learned early on that my disease is emotional in nature and unless i address the core of the disease i will never break this cycle..I will celebrate 3 years clean on te 14th of april from substances, but this aspect of the disease escaped me for a long time. I new something was missing but could break through the denial to understand i was just manifesting my disease in the relationship realm. The fear of being alone and the fears of abandonment ruled my life. I had to do some childhood of orgin work in order to address these things and get comfortable in my own skin..The way my disease manifests itself is only a symptom of the much LARGER problem..I have a spiritual sickness that needs to be nurtured on a 1 day at a time basis. Most tend to overlook this aspect of the disease due to the pain that must be walked through..Hell i spent my whole life rnning from this pain..But i am here to tell you if addressed your life will become beyond your wildest dreams..I hope all get what there looking for and wish all of you good luck...
God bless
James




