blooming19

almost relapsed

Posted on 09/28/08, 07:52 am

i ran into someone that i've been trying to get out of my head. Being around them stirs up so many feelings, good and bad. I wanted so bad to jump back into the crazieness but thank God i know better and have the knowledge and tools to help me through the emotional crazies.
i don't understand why this person has such a strong affect on me but i know i can't handle the torture i put myself through when i'm with them. The highs are amazing but the lows are unbearable and i won't do that to myself again.

• Reply #1 09/28/08  8:06pm
  
  AgentSmith
  I have this problem. Problem is, we work in the same building. So I generally see him at least a couple times a week. I finally relapsed this weekend. Now I'm regretting it. I've been doing so good. Now I feel like I'm back at square one. I'm definitely going thru the unbearable low right now. It's miserable. Friday we went on a date, and I was having the amazing high. I hate this crap.
• Reply #2 10/01/08  1:35pm
  
  NoOneLeft
  
  Good for you for not jumping back in. Some day, you will look back on this and REALLY wonder!

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