Here's mine a poem works best for me
Baby Angel
Hitting, screaming
I want him dead
raped me when he could
wish I was dreaming...
I wanted to die
kept it a secret
obsessive freak
live a lie...
He made me go
scared, alone
tears falling
I said No...
Female doc
gave me a list
mouth went dry
I couldn't talk...
Had no choice
no one to help
young dumb
praying
nothing I can do...
Praying for God to take the soul
before its taken away
Baby Angel
I think of you every day...
Now that you are gone
hole in my heart
pain, sorrow, anger
I'm not the same...
Regret it always
can't anyone tell
I miss you Baby Angel
emptiness I feel
Bastard rot in hell...
Dedicated to all women who have been there...
Discussion Topic
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Posted on 04/25/08, 08:39 am
holding it all in makes us worse...please let all your emotions out here, please no details just feelings. Thanks And You will feel better after. Hugs
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Reply #1 04/30/08 11:16am
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Reply #2 06/01/08 11:20pm
I'm so angry that I didnt stand up for myself and my baby.
They all forced me to do it,
acted like they cared so much,
then when it was over didnt carehow broken I was.
I feel so full of regret, anger and resentment.
I should have told them to go fuck themselves,
And protected my baby and me.
Now theres no turning back.
I will forever have an empty hole in my heart. -
Reply #3 06/13/08 1:37pm
sorry to hear that cat. I know for some family want it done for the reason it will be a burden in "there daily lives". Sad but true and I know its hard trying not to feel anger and all the above. It takes time like everything else and the emptiness never goes away. A part of has died like any loss in our lives. Hugs for you sweet for the courage coming forward.
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