I was putting off joining this group as i though that would be like admitting to myself that i was actually scared. Started my tx four weeks ago, the first few weeks were do=able, but now am getting more than alittle worried. I have told virtually no one as i thought i could cope on my own, my boyfriend is supportive, but doesnt really wanna talk about it, so try not to lay to much shit on him. Am having fevers, sweats and chills nearly every night, which means i dont sleep, which means i cant go to work, now have started getting the most fucking horrendous migraines, cant see, having to leave my car and get lifts. Getting depressed, and i dont do depression, feel like i am just existing not living anymore.