justakid22

Worst Thing Ever

Posted on 04/03/08, 10:55 pm

The worst thing that has ever happend to me is when i was 10, I got teased very badly because i looked like a guy and then i starting cutting. Later i got teased because people saw the scars and it pushed me to be suicidle. luckally i have friends here that have helpped ALOT.

Now ur turn say the worst thing that has happend to You

• Reply #1 04/04/08  2:29pm
  
  breakXmeXdownx
  The worst thing that has ever happened to me....hmmm.
  Well. My best friend stole my ex boyfriend without asking and didn't know that I would care. I tried keeping quiet because she was my best friend and I wanted to be happy. So I didn't say anything. The summer killed me though, because my best friend, the only one I depended on, stopped talking to me. She was all I had, I wasn't really friends with anyone else because we were so close. I went into a really deep depression, believed no guys wanted me, I believed that all they wanted was sex but I wasn't ready for itI was alone, and that people were better off without me. I was about to start heroin, I had already ordered it. I planned on getting high and having sex with a kid I barely even knew. I became very suicidal and was about to kill myself one week, I had it planned out. I told myself to wait until after the week I went to a sleep away camp, which was coming up. I went to this camp and met a guy named Kyle. He was the perfect guy to me. He didn't want sex, and he didn't want drugs. We became friends. A lot of the guys at that camp wanted me. Me. Not sex. But me. Kyle showed me how to live and to remember that I really was wanted, with or without drugs or sex. I fell in love with Kyle. One week after camp ended, we stopped speaking because he moved to Florida. We've spoken once within 9 months. And it became official, we're never seeing each other again.
• Reply #2 04/04/08  2:29pm
  
  sleephollow
  the worst thing that has happened to me was when I was in 5th grade. I was friends with whom i thought were reeally cool people. But later i found out that they only liked me because they thought my sister was cool. they actually talked about how i was fat and stupid behind my back. It was really hard making new friends because of them. I got really self concsious about what others thought of me. Luckily i had at least one good friend by my side. YAY!
• Reply #3 04/04/08  3:46pm
  
  Farzana
  I guess the worst thing that's ever happened to me is probably...when I found out I don't fit in anywhere in school but I belong at my house with people who are just like me. That was a real depressant (like my 'm8z')
• Reply #4 04/04/08  4:22pm
  
  fatik94
  I'd have to say when I realized that I'll never be "free."My father's dumb mentality never will. And that's cuz I'm female. Even though I'm a trillion times smarter thatn anyone he knows.(all low-class *******)He will nevr love me because of that and he'll never respect me either. I'll never be able to go to my dream college Harvard because of that. On top of that, a Tarot card reading said I started cutting because of bottled up anger toward my father. I guess that's why I'm giving up on life and I feel that I'm going downhill from here. I never be happy. Last weekend, I was SOOOOO outta depression and my drug-addict bro moved back into my home and took my room forcing me to mope around because we never are FULLY financially stable because my father likes to give his ne'er-d-welle friends and brothers all the money that should be put into my family. I know it may sound selfish, but my father's the most opressing man alive. i feel like a prison when I come home. I go to school even when I feel like crap because anything better's than the place called "home."
• Reply #5 04/05/08  10:22am
  
  whatever14
  The worse thing that ever happened to me was probably last year. people always made fun of me, i got into fights with all my friends and everyone in my family. i started cutting myself and became very suicidal. i planned out that i was going to kill myself after 8th grade graduation because i didnt want to have to deal with high school and being called emo there. i wrote a note to my friend telling her that i was going to kill myself and that i cut myself and my mom and sister found it. i was so scared when my mom said she needed to talk to me about my note. my mom just kept asking me why i would say all this. sometimes she still brings the note up. also at that time my dad and i were getting into fights that weren't only verbal but physical. so yeah i got the police called to my house and they told me i was going to have to go to a foster home if this continued. yeah thats the worse thing ever that has happened to me.
• Reply #6 04/06/08  4:40am
  
  Snowypie
  the worst thing that happened to me was not knowing who i could turn to and i kept it inside my self and now i am all confused and i cant stand to be around people at school
• Reply #7 04/09/08  10:23pm
  
  Vnessa209
  my mom dyin on muh 14th birthday
• Reply #8 04/15/08  4:43am
  
  KaeCee
  Growing up in a house hold filled with drugs and alcohol.
  Developed Trich.
  Nana died.
  Started Cutting.
  Friend commited suicide.
  Uncle Died.
  
  *sigh*
  
  But, the best thing bout all these things.. ive grown into a mature, independant young woman.
  I found God.
  I had/have GREAT friends.
  Im Positive.
  
  Life is full of ups and downs.. Live the ups like its ur last day on earth, dont bring ur ups down by thinking something bad will happen.. ive done tht too many times.
  
  My heart really goes out to all you girls.
  It really sucks that we have to go thru such thigs when we are so young.
  
  Things might be bad at the moment, but it gets easier to deal with and everything turns out OK in the end.
  
  Keep smiling Beauties.
  
  x
  Casey.
• Reply #9 04/15/08  10:00pm
  
  whisper91
  the worst thing that has happened to me is being diagnosed at the age of 12 with discoid lupus which is a skin condition. and because of the lupus i have very noticeable (atleast to me they are very noticeable) scars on my nose, and forehead and i lost about 1/3 of my hair. i have low self esteem because of the way lupus has caused me to look and i struggle with accepting myself for who the way i am. and many times i just ask myself "why did this have to happen to me?" and "what did i do to deserve this?" im still trying very hard to accept these things and its been almost 5 years since i was diagnosed. teenagers already have low self esteem and lack confidence, but imagine having to deal with something like lupus. it makes everything even harder!! im glad that i have friends who accept me despite the way i look and im hoping to find that one special guy who doesnt care about looks. i think i matured a lot faster than i otherwise would have because i have to deal with the lupus (doc appointments, blood tests, surgeries, medication) and im looking forward to making new friends that can offer their support!
• Reply #10 04/16/08  12:20am
  
  yellowchic
  im not really sure what the worst thing that happened to me was. my dad left when i was 8 and it was just me my mom and my sisters and i guess from there on in i had to grow up fast to be able to help. ive never cut im so afa=raid someone will see it if i do. i have a scar on my fore arm and i get picked on for that so i guess thats y i wont. but ill be in the kitchen cutting an onion and think omg i could end it all now and it will be over and i wont have to deal anymore. i thinnk that was the worst time in my life. i hit a really bad low and i was scared by what was going on in my head.

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