Can one of you please fucking tell me wtf I did to my karma in the last year that once again shit just gets tossed my way ? Seriously someone that actually practices spirituality better than I do (I know I have to get back into it but today would not be the day to have that discussion). I nicely and without hesitation uproot my nice boring life because my father cant send my mom to a nursing home and he cant take care of her. Then she dies and I continue to do the dutiful daughter thing - not for the sake of Karma but because it was the RIGHT thing to do.
I go thru all the fucking bullshit that my brother slings my way and when I finally can see daylight and the bone is dangled right in front of me one of the fucking morons of the world yanks it away. Yes I am babbling - if I dont babble I am liable to take someones head off. Karen and the girls came for the weekend they were suppposed to leave yesterday and due to brake trouble they had to stay YAY means I dont have to take the bus up on Tuesday and I can go spend outrageously today (refer to post on main board) OK the fun stops there as I called the bank this morning and the fucking idiot bitch forgot or just didnt care and didnt put the transfer in until this morning which means not only does Karen have to writ e a check (and hope they will take it for the brakes) but I am stuck again for another day and have to take the bus to duluth. Seriously I am fucking sick if ignorant lazy people not doing their job and me paying the price for it. Someone please tell me why my Karma sucks so fucking bad - think I know the answer tho - was bit too happy when Bro and the bitch lost the business and being overly estatic when I realized just how bad he had screwed himself - I know better and Karma who is the great equilizer has slapped me back upside the head to remind me to place nice with others URGH

Bec when I get back we need to talk

Love & peace all around and thanks Basket for keeping it a safe place to vent
Raven