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Posted on 05/04/08, 02:55 am
Hi! I'm Kaitlin- i'm almost 19 (my birthday is on May 26-- so in 22 days). I just finished my freshman year of college.... by the skin of my teeth.

I have suffered with an eating disorder for 7+ years. right now i am at "ednos" but i have been bulimic with anorexic tendencies on and off since i was 11. My parents don't know. I recently relapsed and want recovery more than anything fro this horrible disease. I think.

I'm stuck. I want to recover but at the same time- putting anything into my body is torture. in this past week i've screwed up my grades. ended up in the er last. now my chest is hurting like crazy and im scared i might get kicked out of school. im freaking out. im refusing to put anything into my body at all. im a mess.
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  • Reply #1 05/04/08  6:34pm
    *hugs*

    That's ok. We're supportive here. I have a limit myself and if I go over it I have to get rid of it (either by exercise, c/s or other nasty means). :(

    I know what you mean about grades. So much time can be wasted exercising/counting, sleeping, purging... :(

    Hope things get better with you.

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