I am going to be brave and post one of my poems....
Posted by catslave - 03/23/08, 05:31 pmI know a lot of places they put trigger warnings, but I really think that if you are in a fragile state of mind, trigger warnings aren't going to help. So, no trigger warning here, and I don't really think there is one that is needed, but if things are too uncomfortable for you then stop reading!!
Sailing Blind
sailing blind
no land in sight
in dangerous uncharted waters
still
a strange sense of calm
it is ok
i am not the captain
i remember that now
i am just going to sit back and sail
until i fall off the end of the earth
turmoil in the heart
causes turmoil of the mind
but if the heart is sick
the sickness multiplies itself
over
and over
and over
if i lose my will
to fight the darkness
i will lose everything
on earth and in heaven
i am trying to find a place
in the physical
and it is difficult
as long as my spirit is carrying this body
i need to care for it
and find it a place to call home
all this rambling
although stimulating to the mind
is getting hard on the body
it is calling out to me for rest
permanence security trust
and love
i will try to meet its needs
i am more alone than i have ever been
some times i am lonely
and some times i am just alone
the ocean is endless
as is my pain
it is time to sail
off the end of the earth
