The way my days have been up and down for the past month I don't know of what service I can be too this group at this time or if I will ever be of service at any time. I certainly hope I can be it may be tomorrow a month from now or never. I do know that I need help and I need it now cause I feel that I have put my brief marriage at Jeopardy because I at times can't control the one alter in me that scares us all the most and although he has been much better over the past few months he still can seriously hurt people physically and especially with his tongue and he did that today to my wife to the point she came within an inch of asking me too leave which she would have been very justified in doing