About my first and maybe only Love , Jen

I must move on, past the pain
It was like my heart, was hit by a train
I told you the truth, tho you think that I lied
For the loss of this love, I'd rather Died

My family is poor, and yours is rich
But that was no reason to act like a B!tch
I live in Ohio and you in Colarado
All of that way, I guess I shouldnâ??t had followed

I gave you my trust, and you'd lied to me
About how much, I'd meant to Thee
I took off of work, to come visit you
And you stuck me with a $900 dollar debt, and the heartache of you

You introduced, your Boyfriend to me
As my heart began to boil, anger blead though me
I wanted to make the living room a bloody mess, I'm sorry folks, I must confess
You went with him to shop for his Mom, while making me go to a Baseball game with your mom

Thatâ??s really shitty of you to me, I reminiss of things that will never be
I still Love you today, even after all that you've done
If I talk about you to my friends, I will surly be shunned
Itâ??s so hard to find love after yours, Now all that happens is beer spills from my poors

I still remember the first time we kissed, it is this moment I will surly miss
The memories of you are distorted and gray, I still think of you as I lay and I pray
You call me up and ask how I am, but call you I may not as you might get caught by you man
He's your boyfriend now, I hope you like the control over you

Iâ??ve tried to love others, but the love was not there
I look in there eyes, and only see blank stares
Because of you and my mother, I canâ??t trust woman
I still wish my Father was here to help guide and listen

The past two years have surely been tuff
With no one to love your life can be ruff
I try and grow up to make the best of this man
But without you in the picture I canâ??t find a plan



I am thinking of sending this to her to let her know How I feel I am new to the Poets , this is a rough copy I just made in about an hour I would love to hear any comment you have about it :)