This is what it feels like
How it seeds itself, and grows
And everybody's nodding
But no one really knows

Smiling, strong, determined
For an hour, or a day
And then it comes, creeping
The darkness begs to stay

Crawl back into my oneness
And shun the world outside
Calling out for angels
"Come take me for a ride"

Bring me someplace peaceful,
Safe and free of pain
And gently something tugs at me
And brings me back again.