saz663

jus 2 say hi

Posted on 07/05/08, 07:34 pm

jus fort say hi bein new and all been diagnoised wi bpd from being young and am on quite alot of meds also for pychosis i feel pretty much like i av no purpose in life does any 1 else feel the same. ive been wanting dbt for some time nw n it seems like im nevea gonna get it. i jus got owt of hospital afta attempting suicide by drinkin 200mg of methadone and i feel very alone,worthless etc i hope that nobaody else feels this way xxx

• Reply #1 07/09/08  11:14am
  
  joyville
  You are not alone. One of the worst things about this dis-ease is the loneliness. We can more than anyone else FORGET that we are loved, that we are special, that we matter. I myself was very sad and lonely yesterday and it really hurt. I have felt worthless many times and attempted suicide but I've gotten therapy and for the past 4 years now I've been much better. You can send me msgs anytime you want. I do understand.
• Reply #2 07/13/08  12:20pm
  
  WoeBeGone
  The loneliness and worthlessness are very painful at times so I understand where you are coming from. I too have attempted suicide a few times. I am thankful now I lived and am happy you did too. If you need anyone to talk to feel free to msg me as well. We are all in this together! Take care.
• Reply #3 07/22/08  9:04am
  
  saz663
  jus relised i wrote my method and i didnt mean 2 can i jus advice any1 not to attempt this it is very painful and makes u vomit for about 2 days and unable to walk soz again x

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