deadinsidex

Out shopping

Posted on 07/25/08, 08:48 pm

Was out shopping the other day and a group of amazingly pretty girls walked past me and i duno i just felt my heart sink and thought oh my god why are you even showing your face you ugly bitch etc i duno i feel like shit and finding it so fucking hard to get out of the house....

• Reply #1 07/26/08  1:05pm
  
  lloyd999
  Awww im sure that they wernt thinking that. I understand exactly how ya feel tho, i feel like im being looked down on all the time by girls and guys, guess alot of it is paranoia. My heart just stops and then i tense right up inside and. The best thing you can do is try and keep goin out and be positive as you can cos from experience the more iv avoided goin out cos of this the worse and worse its got!
• Reply #2 08/13/08  5:40pm
  
  SaraAirey
  Oh, I get sooo freaked when I shop with my boyfriend because there are all these gorgeous girls walking around and I automatically think he sees them and would rather be walking with them. And with girls around my age- there is always that competition thing and I always feel like I'm just a great walking tool for their self-esteem. They can give me that competetive look and walk past feeling good about themselves. At least one of us does!

Body dysmorphic disorder (BDD) is a mental disorder in which the affected person is excessively concerned about and preoccupied by an imagined or minor defect in his or her physical features. The sufferer may complain of several specific features or a single feature, or a vague feature or general appearance, causing psychological distress that impairs important functioning (e.g. occupational or self-care) or social aspects of life.