Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal Wed, 20 Aug 2008 17:02:45 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/9004/1213252317.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/9004 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/1055833 This is mainly to let anyone that bothers checking know I'm still around :P Things have been ridiculosely hectic around here lately.  I've been having trouble finding time to eat at least one healthy meal a day, and I gave up trying to get 8 hours of sleep in awhile ago.  5-6 ... Fri, 16 May 2008 01:53:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/966281 Things have been rather busy here.  Haven't had much time for side line things, and on top of that my computer has been flaking out recently.  Oh well.  I'm doing alright currently, not awesome, but well enoungh that i'm satisfied with my progress.  My personally main... Thu, 10 Apr 2008 00:26:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/871441 Yay!  And another Cornbread day rolls by.  I'm full of delicous cornbread, and while I'm not at the 30 days I was at this time last year, I am at about 15, so feeling preety good none-the-less.  I hope everyone else is doing good too. Love you all,Kornbred  Tue, 04 Mar 2008 00:20:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/850070 Alright, time for an update.  Um I can't honestly remember the last time I went porn surfing, but I think it was sometime last week.  Short memory I know, but my life has been in a bit of an upheaval recently so details are kinda slipping through the cracks.  I'm thinking of a... Mon, 25 Feb 2008 01:46:16 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/809667 Hrm... I've been looking at this goal system that they put in while I was away... I'm considering trying for another abstinate streak.  Any one have a recomendation on what to try for?  My life time record is 90 days, so it would be awesome to break that, but I'm not sure I... Sun, 10 Feb 2008 00:10:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/807504 Well... now that I've had a chance to catch up on the forums and see whats been happening, I find it knioda hilarious that things are pretty much the same .  Looks like the addicts are posting more, thats good, still have a lot of curious SOs and some venomous one, but oh well, I've bee... Sat, 09 Feb 2008 01:57:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/783287 Wow, it sure has been a while since I've been on here.  Quick updates:  I've moved due to a job change, my record ended at around 90 days :\  but I've been doing okay recently.  I've decided that its just too depressing to think about it in black and white terms o... Thu, 31 Jan 2008 02:33:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/82576 Well the days keep rolling by, my record keeps growing. There is a young woman I have been talking to recently. She's insane cute, and has a very honest heart. Not sure what the relationship status would classify as atm, but definitely not serious. I've known her for a while, but as I said, ha... Thu, 22 Mar 2007 15:36:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/80863 Well, I find myself joining more and more of the groups on here. Not sure what good it really does me, since I for the most part stay on the SPA boards. But oh well, I guess it gives all of you a better idea of what my mind is doing to see what communities I join. You know, I was just thinking ... Wed, 21 Mar 2007 11:25:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/79380 well, there's 50, that's kinda cool. Still waiting to hear back about the big news I talked about previously. Feeling fairly up beat today. Got fairly depressed last night, but jacked myself up on some legal drugs and pepped up my brain a bit. Try not to do that very often, but sometimes its saf... Tue, 20 Mar 2007 10:25:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/77967 Alight, doing well still. 49 days now. Must say it really doesn't get much easier to resist, but the temptations are getting further apart. Well... I need to start one of my hobbies again. I feel so, i don't know, not really bored, or tired, but some weird blend of the two, with a little *me... Mon, 19 Mar 2007 10:39:50 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/74480 Good day all! Waiting to hear back on some fairly important news in my life. Should know by the end of Monday, but I was kinda hoping to know sooner :) well... still holding on the my record. at 46 days now. Looking back, at times it seems like so long ago, like it was in a previous life, bu... Fri, 16 Mar 2007 11:12:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/73117 Well, feeling considerably less unstable today :) I'm still clean, putting my streak at a whooping 45 days. Hrm... if I can make it that amount more, I will have lasted for a quarter of a year. Thats a cool thought, what if I actually make it a full year... 00 That would be awesome. Looks lik... Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:09:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/69230 *sigh* well I checked my email and saw a flood of messages, all offering support, thanks, and apologies(none, by the way, from anyone who actually hurt me) Thanks guys. I just am not sure what to do. The Wives and GFs on here that have been here for a while have been a big source of support, I ... Mon, 12 Mar 2007 12:27:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/62359 Sorry all, put I am way to pissed to risk hurting any of my good friends here, so I'm leaving. might check in in a couple weeks, after I've had a chance to calm down, but right now I don't want to talk. Tue, 06 Mar 2007 15:16:42 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/62158 Just realized that spinachlover deleted her account... I hope she's okay. I was really hoping to hear her version of the conversation she had with allalonenow the other night. I have been hoping so intently that they would be able to work things out. Maybe she left so he could have the freedom to b... Tue, 06 Mar 2007 12:24:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/60714 So yeah... wanted to post two days ago, but my home comp died late Friday, so I had to wait until today to use my work comp. but yes, today... is day 35... I made it. I honestly did not think I would, but I did. So I declared March 3rd as a holiday, still trying to decide what to call it, ... Mon, 05 Mar 2007 09:17:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/57659 32 down, record tied XD, just one more day and I'll have broken my record. I can feel the excitement building :D. You know what, ah never mind I'll say it tomorrow :) Love you all. Fri, 02 Mar 2007 10:36:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/56576 31 down, 2 left I had a dream that some crazy chick busted into my parents old house and tried to kill me. It was pretty weird, but then again, my dreams have certainly been a lot more weird in the past. It's those lucid dreams that are the real trippie ones. You know, the ones were you real... Thu, 01 Mar 2007 12:38:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/9004/journal/53940 29 down, 4 left Wow, not sure what to say, honestly doing so well against my addiction is lifting my depression and making my housing problems seem rather minuscule. *sigh* It's such a beautiful day outside, the smell of the breeze is just intoxicating. Did I mention I'm interviewing for a j... Tue, 27 Feb 2007 10:25:19 +0100