Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal Tue, 02 Dec 2008 05:43:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/8623/1227158942.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/8623 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1392934 I have thought about writing a couple of times, but I just stayed away. So much has happened since I was here last, but isn't worth talking about. Still in school, still watching grandkids and that is what is positive. Thu, 20 Nov 2008 00:23:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1191187 I have been so depressed where I am living so my dad saw me looking for a new place and looked at the descriptions of the ads that I had circled and told me that he wants me in a nice place so he is gonna chip in $100 a month... I found one just down the street that is a 2 bdrm and it is the top flo... Tue, 15 Jul 2008 23:39:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1186593 so lonely....i have my grandson a lot still...my youngest daughter necole (natties mom) and steve are getting divorced....will i get to see ashlynn and nickolas??? i finally got pictures of all of my grandkids...all 11. a lot of them will be that age only. nattie was 4 months and rocker didn't e... Sun, 13 Jul 2008 22:36:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1120101 today there is nothing to say, life just goes on and i wonder when the "stuff" will get better.....jaime Fri, 13 Jun 2008 15:24:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1106328 good morning to all... as i look at the clock it is almost 2. wow where did this day go to. my dr. doubled my seroquel and it is obviously working more than i would like it to. i have got to look at my schedule for the fall and see if i need to make adjustments. today i plan on working on some algeb... Sat, 07 Jun 2008 15:48:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1105495 hi to all of my friends out there...i have accomplished so much today and it is hard for me to wind down...my apartment has picked up a dirty dusty smell. i have washed everything with bleach and i still smell it...then my fridge is having issues... i thank God that the landlord was upstairs so that... Sat, 07 Jun 2008 03:28:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1095729 so Kjera and Connor asked me to go with them to look at headstones for Rocker and after looking at 3 places we found someone that knew what they were talking about. i think that over 600 for a stone is crazy...are they really that much...i am going to try to download it onto my pics... not excited a... Tue, 03 Jun 2008 00:06:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1090995 It is really special, even though the pain of loosing Rocker, my daughter brought some photo of his service. i have added them to my photos. Please help if you can tell me how to make pics that you scan go to the size that you want... check em out and let me know what you think...jaime Sat, 31 May 2008 20:47:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1088672 I would like to take this time to thank all of my friends for being there for me through this struggle. You are so special to me. I am having brighter days now and I have done this by knowing all of you. Natalies mother has finally given me one photo of her, the only ones I had were the ones th... Fri, 30 May 2008 16:26:37 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1083711 I didn't want to add this to Rocker's memory... today as before, i have the feeling that i am all alone and that there is no place in my childs heart... even though i go through things with my children and i am a rock for them, i have an open door for them, i am alone. i feel that i am only ... Wed, 28 May 2008 14:31:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1083689 Rocker Thomas Naylor.....  To my dearest family... Where I dwell, there is no painThere is no cold, no dreary rainI find a rainbow every dayAnd touch the sun's most warming rays   I know you wish that I were thereSo you could hug and hold me nearSo you would see my brigh... Wed, 28 May 2008 14:19:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1076207 Today my daughter started looking at a totally different cementary. I think that she has settled for the Provo cementary. they have two options: 1) to put him in the angel baby spot for $400. or into the regular part for $300. this includes the site and the opening and closing of the grave.  at... Sun, 25 May 2008 03:07:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1074203 my daughter kjera and connor have gone to the mortuary and made arrangements to have rockers casket ready for wednesday morning. his little casket is 10 inches... 6 inches longer than him...thank goodness for blankets. kjera lost him at 13 weeks.. they had two choices in what to do with him and as y... Fri, 23 May 2008 23:26:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1072114 here to announce the arrival of Rocker Thomas Naylor. he weighed in at 10 grams and was 4 inches long. he once had a heartbeat, but was lost. he will be missed. any baby loss is something to remember in it's own way. My children have decided to give him a place of rest next to his cousin Nattie.... Fri, 23 May 2008 00:34:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1069651 i hurt so bad and i feel such a loss, another lost grandchild. it brings so much pain from when nattie died. i am scared to go to bed and see the blue lips that haunt me. will the pain ever go away? just when i think i can handle life i loose another grandchild. does God not know that I HAVE HAD ALL... Thu, 22 May 2008 00:37:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1068780 even though we knew that it was gone it always hurts worse when the dr. varifies it. she is gonna have to be enduced tomorrow to deliver it regular.  because she had gone as far as she did she has to deliver it. she is so scared now, does anyone know what happens?? what do they do with it? what... Wed, 21 May 2008 16:53:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1067294 did it!!! really did it!!! i got rid of the *itch of a vocational rehab lady!!! feeling good, i got a call from her boss and i no longer have to tolerate her torture. my new counselor is her boss...even better..he knows the rules and is more professional. it will take weeks of going without their he... Wed, 21 May 2008 01:36:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1065734 I am not positive yet because we are waiting for the Dr.s official word but my daughter lost her baby. looks like she/he died at about 13 weeks then there is my dad in california that i can't even hear when i call him, i tell him that i love him with all of my heart. i just wish he would ma... Tue, 20 May 2008 12:47:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/8623/journal/1052811       ISN'T BLUE A BEAUTIFUL COLOR? IT IS MY FAVORITE AND I HAVE HAD A BEAUTIFUL DAY. I GOT SO MUCH DONE. I HAVE NEVER CLEANED SO MUCH IN ONE DAY (OK, FOR MYSELF..USUALLY HELP OTHERS) IT FEELS SO GOOD. I AM BETTING THAT THERE WILL BE SORE SPOTS TOMORROW, BUT I WILL SLEEP... Thu, 15 May 2008 00:02:13 +0100