Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal Tue, 02 Dec 2008 05:41:21 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/86198/1213252010.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/86198 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1396694 well I have decide3d that I am not bothering with christmas as it looks like yet again I will be spending it all alone as I live in a YMCA and all the other residents here have family to go to over christmas but I dont have that option so I have to stay alone. What is making this year harder is... Sat, 22 Nov 2008 22:15:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1396693 well I have decide3d that I am not bothering with christmas as it looks like yet again I will be spending it all alone as I live in a YMCA and all the other residents here have family to go to over christmas but I dont have that option so I have to stay alone. What is making this year harder is... Sat, 22 Nov 2008 22:15:17 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1396692 well I have decide3d that I am not bothering with christmas as it looks like yet again I will be spending it all alone as I live in a YMCA and all the other residents here have family to go to over christmas but I dont have that option so I have to stay alone. What is making this year harder is... Sat, 22 Nov 2008 22:15:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1312624 Last Night I had an horendous night, I live in the ymca and  in here I am the vice chair for the residents this role is basically making sure the voices of the residents are heard and be a go between, between the staff and residents this a role I have wanted since I moved in here and i finally ... Thu, 25 Sep 2008 06:47:54 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1311273 I have done a really stupid thing which I deeply regret now,my money is late coming through from benefits  and I had run out of food, several days ago. I tried to get money anyway I could to go and get some food yet to no avail. So though I really did not want to do it the only option left... Wed, 24 Sep 2008 10:40:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1282232 I think this is the night that I leave the world I have tried but I cant take anymore of this, I know I have done wrong and I admit that but I am being accused of things that I am not doing that I am no way taking blame for. I came to the YMCA for help and though they helped me in the beginning... Fri, 05 Sep 2008 18:24:58 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1273355 I dont know what to do I really wanted to stop self harming so I approached the support staff that work in the YMCA I live in for support and help in overcoming this. Yet instead of getting this the staff have made me feel guilty for what I have done to myself, they tell me it was my way of commitin... Sun, 31 Aug 2008 10:13:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1128166 Today I went into a meeting with the manager of where I am living and one of the members of staff who I have to add at this point I have asked this member of staff several times since I found out about this meeting why was she going to be in it and had I done anything wrong in relation to ... Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:03:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1096335 I have so messed up my life, I have been at the YMCA now for twelve months, in that time my attention has been taken up by several big events that have happened in my life, which needed priority over other things. now I have almost got through them and can focus more on the reasons I came to this pl... Tue, 03 Jun 2008 09:56:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1075149 I am having a really hard time right now about a month ago one of my best friends in the world who was like a sister to me was murdered on a night out since then I have done my best to deal with the array of emotions that have come up with losing my friend, also on top of this we have had the funera... Sat, 24 May 2008 14:02:05 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1070898 I dont know what to do I have been thinking on things recently and have realised something about my upbringing. Which is that when I was a baby I was moved from my aunt and uncle even though there was loads of evidence to prove that I would not be safe with her, they moved me back as they thoug... Thu, 22 May 2008 14:39:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1068290 I hate how I am feeling right now, gosh what I am about to say sounds so childish, I should be over this now, not struggling with it after all these years. But here goes anyway. Last night I had this awful dream it started out that I was around people I loved, and professional people,, I was so... Wed, 21 May 2008 12:59:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/1006825 Just really need some advice following on from the last journal entry where I was saying that I was removed from all things to do with politics due to something that I was not aware that I was doing. The decision is still in place and was wondering if I should pursue trying to appeal the decisi... Fri, 25 Apr 2008 14:17:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/980699 sorry for not keeping up with you guys at the moment, but without my laptop it is really hard to get on a computer with internet, anyways hope you are doing ok, and things are going well in your life. Whats been happening lately in my life is a load of stuff, the most dramatic as you all know i... Tue, 15 Apr 2008 11:24:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/931715 Hi I know this is rather cheeky but can any of you help me out to get a laptop, or just a computer has mine has now died and it will be cheaper to get a new one. with also being off work at this time and facing long days looking at the walls in my house, I dont want to spend the next three mont... Thu, 27 Mar 2008 16:51:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/910301 This is not a call for help more asking advice on a togh situation I am in at the moment and would really appriciate youradvice on how to deal with it.  At this moment of time one   of the night staff where I live is off sick (she has been sick for manymonths now)and the person w... Wed, 19 Mar 2008 08:03:49 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/901492 A few days ago I gave some attention to a person in the building where I am living, since then she has rung me everydayto spend time with her, today she got a memberof staff toring me to ask me tocome down as this resident is not well and sit with her till the doctor came, when I told the membe... Sat, 15 Mar 2008 18:06:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/895545 Is my life always going to be this way, where I cant trust any human being because at the end of the day they just hurt me like everyone else.  Right now I  am going through a real rough patch as in a few days it is the tenth anervisery of when I and jonathan met, as this time is so h... Thu, 13 Mar 2008 08:41:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/885071 I am sorry for this being another down entry but I cant hide how hard it is right now, where I am living. When I was a child instead of beinga child and having a mother to take care of me, instead I was the one taking care of everyone looking after my younger brother taking care of mother, bein... Sun, 09 Mar 2008 10:32:19 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/86198/journal/859767 I dont know what to do last night I went down stairs to meet with a member of staff to fill a form out which I am unable to  do myself at this time as I fractured some bones in my right hand and this member of staff said they would help me and to come down at a certain time which I did but even... Thu, 28 Feb 2008 12:15:07 +0100