Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal Sun, 23 Nov 2008 04:32:23 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/85085/1213253866.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/85085 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/1359108 Hello, How is everyone? O.K. I hope. Well things for me just keep getting worse. I know I just got back, so i'm sorry if you find this and I haven't had a chance to say hi to you individually. The move to MISS did not happen. I'm still in this hell hole in Ohio. Still no help from my fam... Mon, 27 Oct 2008 01:38:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/1355231 Fri, 24 Oct 2008 00:26:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/1013553 Mon, 28 Apr 2008 14:24:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/856811 Well we are going to be out of our apartment on Friday. Not sure if we are leaving for Mississippi right away or not. I, however have been packing and throwing stuff out, and then going through it again and ridding more stuff. And it feels so good to let go and move on. I still have some soul search... Wed, 27 Feb 2008 11:34:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/841673 Thu, 21 Feb 2008 18:35:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/841671 Well It's official, I'm moving from Ohio to Mississippi. We will be leaving either Friday Feb.29, or A couple days after. I am excited and very nervous. This is a very very huge step for me. I have never done anything like this before. Please pray for us and keep us in your thoughts. I won... Thu, 21 Feb 2008 18:34:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/831255 As I sit here watching the time slowly roll away my mind wonders back......To what was I doing a year ago. I was trying to go to bed and couldn't sleep. Up and down all nite. Then I got the dreaded phone call. That he was gone. He died at 3:38 a.m. Feb 18, 2007 Sunday morning. I just can't b... Mon, 18 Feb 2008 03:07:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/826450 Thanks for all of your advice and wonderful ideas. My tax return isn't quite $400.00, But however we are going to save it. We haven't gotten the eviction notice yet, but its coming the first of the week. Friends are going to do what they can to help. I started packing and throwing stuff out ... Sat, 16 Feb 2008 00:34:35 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/823941 Well here it is Almost a year later after my Dad passed away, and life is even worse now then what it was a year ago. We are going to be getting an eviction notice on the first of the week. Because we cannot find jobs and we don't have any funds. None of our local facilities can help us due to t... Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:40:02 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/809491 I wrote this last year after my Dad passed away and My couisin read it for me at his wake...................  For My Loving Father..From Daddy's Little Girl                      ... Sat, 09 Feb 2008 22:38:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/804712 I feel like throwing something, screaming, crying, I just feel miserable. I was doing ok. Then I ran into my uncle(my Dads brother) at the store. He walked up to me and ask me how I was doing? All I kept thinking and what was running through my mind. Boy you've got some nerve after the hell you ... Thu, 07 Feb 2008 23:09:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/800402 I feel so numb again. I want to cry , But for some reason the tears won't come. It is getting closer, to the one year mark. We are doing the Balloon release on his passing date. I'm going to put my address and maybe an e-mail address. I thought maybe I would ask others to respond and let me ... Wed, 06 Feb 2008 12:58:07 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/800383 Wed, 06 Feb 2008 12:50:39 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/743050 Yesterday I went and did an assesment with a counselor. I have my first counseling session next month. I am scared and nervous. The one year anniversary is drawing near and I'm getting a bad feeling about it. I know the counseling will help a little. It is a huge step for me to go get help. I ha... Wed, 16 Jan 2008 15:20:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/743013 Wed, 16 Jan 2008 15:08:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/741481 Wed, 16 Jan 2008 00:40:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/733219 I feel myself getting lost and pulled back down into my despair. Next month will mark the one year anniversary. I am setting myself up to be sad. I keep telling myself its going to be a bad month.He was in the hospital the whole month of Feb. before he died. So I am not looking forward to next month... Sun, 13 Jan 2008 01:56:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/702731 As I sit and think back on 2007, I am glad to be starting anew. In Jan my Boyfriend went to jail. A week later my Dad  went to the hospital cause he couldn't breath. To make a long story short......He had a hole in his stomach which caused his stomach to fill up with air and fluid, therefor... Wed, 02 Jan 2008 00:48:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/663401 Today my day started , not so well. I was feeling a little down and was thinking about Christmas. Just wondering how it's going to be. I wrote a little journal piece earlier and then I really never thought anymore about it. I went on with my day. It was pretty good. Had a few friends stop by and... Fri, 14 Dec 2007 23:39:03 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/85085/journal/662400 Today I kinda feel nothing. I really just don't know how I feel today. My mental status is ok, not great, but ok. I am a little shaky, and I feel a little sick. But nothing to worry about. It's getting a little harder the closer to Christmas we get. But I actually think it's all going to... Fri, 14 Dec 2007 14:13:51 +0100