Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal Sun, 23 Nov 2008 04:32:05 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/84967/1221163176.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/84967 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1373598 well the psycho who was the onlyone who helped me not be living in my car has deside im not worth the money anymore... my girlfriend  is completely usless and wont be moving in with me... im alone... im going to end it and here is why... i cant take this... i will never be happy and i hone... Thu, 06 Nov 2008 11:24:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1369221 my girlfriend and i are planning to get an apartment together... but her her parents are against it... and its going to be hard... fuck Mon, 03 Nov 2008 13:29:06 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1359552 there truely is something about me that make it easy to ignore... i dont know what it is... oh well... life sucks but it could be so much worse... oh yeah and now i can get married in connecticut Mon, 27 Oct 2008 11:27:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1318823 omg all i want to do is scream.... and i just need her with me and her mom wont alow it Mon, 29 Sep 2008 11:55:46 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1291392 so just as i was planning out my death cuz i had no money or food my cars broken, not a scratch of hope... i get hired... knock on wood... things are going to be alright.. i have a great family of friends who have saved me over the last few months... oh yes for my 23 birthday i got shitfac... Thu, 11 Sep 2008 14:50:15 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1265509 omg i might have a job..... fuck me this is getting annoying... why will noone hire me Tue, 26 Aug 2008 13:33:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1255542 monday night i tried to helped that "friend" who likes me not get arrested.. got kidnapped and pulled over, got in almost  a physical fight with a cop.. lost in the getto of new haven at 4 am.. then he had the fucking balls to start to touch me and tell me how much he likes me... i pu... Wed, 20 Aug 2008 13:20:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1251125 well my cat ran away... my car died... i had a break down and consitered killing my self...  but people were nice to me.... a friend came and helped me... the friend who has a crush on me and let him do things because i felt like i owed him and so now i feel shitty... and then my cat was f... Mon, 18 Aug 2008 00:20:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1245131 i drove up north safely... though got lost in new jersy Thu, 14 Aug 2008 10:41:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1231873 in one week i drive back up to the mess i left behind.. and the amazing girlfriend... and a few friends. im am going to be living in my car with all of my stuff and my cat... till i can find a job and save up enough money, while making car payments and feeding myself, to rent an apartment. ... Wed, 06 Aug 2008 23:48:31 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1223752 my birthmom is mean to everyone and thats okay... i was in a bad mood and her girlfriend who is so stupid she makes rock look like enstines... was nit picking my driving..she told me at one point "rain has a  lot of moisenture you know".. she cant even pronouce moisture... o... Sat, 02 Aug 2008 06:58:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1222122 i just dont care anymore... im preparing myself to be alone for the rest of my life... no friends... one or two people who pretend to care then up and leave me when i get depressed... im sick of living in a world where everyone uses each other for money or personal gain... im just one of those peopl... Fri, 01 Aug 2008 08:48:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1220257 got my licence.... Thu, 31 Jul 2008 08:45:56 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1207229 nothing i do is good enough for anyone... i am damn fucking proud of myself for getting a car and licence...but thats nothing. i have over come and somewhat gotten over my abuse.... and its about time. im done wasting my feeling on everyone else... noone comforts me or supports me or does anything f... Thu, 24 Jul 2008 03:17:08 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1202952 im tired of being ignored.. im tired of not being special of being not noticed.. im am never the best i am never the worst.im not even average. i never get credit for anything i do. i save lifes at work everyday and noone cares. if i took one it probably wouldnt be in the newspaper. i need to k... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 23:35:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1200974 these crystal tears keep fallingthey dont help the paini do not know if i feel or if im just insanei hear them calling for methese demons of my pastthey hurt me deep insidei dont think i will lastand these crystal tears keep fallingbreaking on the floorim tired of being hauntedi dont want this anymo... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 00:58:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1197412 blue 1994 ford tempo... works but makes a funny rattling noise... now to get my licence and make my car legal!! then it will be time for the epic drive north to be with my love again!!! fuck everyone who didnt believe in me!! you all can kiss my non tan ass!!! Fri, 18 Jul 2008 22:28:11 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1186673 ok.. i know that i throw pity parties. i sulk. i get depressed. i feel overwelmed. i bitch and moan about it. but what you all dont understand is I AM DOING EVERYTHING I CAN TO MAKE MY LIFE BETTER!!! i just dont write about that. im working 12 hour days. im saving up my money. im making plans and ke... Sun, 13 Jul 2008 23:17:04 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84967/journal/1182430 so i found a mint green 77 lincoln contiental, a pimp car if you will, for 1000... its in perfect shape cuz the old people who owned it put lots of money into it.  i dont want to get my hopes up but if i can get this and insure it ill be fine... its big enough to sleep in Fri, 11 Jul 2008 17:13:28 +0100