Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal Sun, 23 Nov 2008 04:32:11 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/84394/1213252064.jpg http://dailystrength.org/people/84394 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/1384598 Anxiety's back. :[ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 02:04:25 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/1296133 So I'm still in the same boat with the whole getting anxiety when guys try to be more than friends with me, even if I like them and I know they'd be so good to me. It sucks so bad. Some of my closest friends are guys and I'm fine being with them. But I still can't go far places with ... Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:09:14 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/1296131 Yay! I love it! :] Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:05:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/1296128 So my neighbors pit bull got in my yard and tore the crap out of my baby horse. She was in such bad shape, we either had to put her to sleep or find a new home for her where they could afford the vet bills. My neighbors wouldn't pay for it, never came over to see how she was doing and didn't... Sun, 14 Sep 2008 20:04:47 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/849852 YAY!!!! So most of you know I'm scared of getting a job, but I'm now starting a couple dance classes at a gym by my house and I get to be my own boss! Woo! I'm so happy I can be my own boss and do something I love while being paid for it! Thanks for all your support guys! =D Sun, 24 Feb 2008 23:32:36 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/758910 Today's the first day of my second term already! Man it's gone by so dang fast. I'm a little nervous, but I remember I was super nervous my first term, but I wound up having alot of fun! So that's exactly what I'm going to do this term, have fun and get all A's! =D Tue, 22 Jan 2008 13:17:52 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/722011 Well as many of you know, I was absolutely terrified to start college and now I'm done with my first term. And I got all A's! =] I don't think I've ever gotten all A's before, one of those A's being in math. I'm pretty proud of myself. Thanks to all of you who helped... Wed, 09 Jan 2008 02:31:48 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/694490 Woo. Sick just in time for new years. =p Oh well, I WILL be better so I can party new years eve! lol Oh and I'm so excited! I wanted a black chinchilla since I was little and I'm getting one today for $25 at the animal shelter! How it got there, I have no idea. haha But I can tell you I am v... Sat, 29 Dec 2007 14:15:51 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/550910 Wow so yesterday some little punkass started a big fire right by my house and we were getting ready to evacuate, but we didn't. It was really scarey though, we have 16 chickens, 5 dogs, 4 cats, 3 guinea pigs, 2 goats, 2 rabbits, a lamb, a newt and a fish that we would have had to take with us. M... Thu, 25 Oct 2007 20:33:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/528461 This is driving me absolutely crazy and  Idon't know how to fix it!!! I keep turning down these nice guys or make up excuses as to why I can't hang out with them that time. I really want to be able to go on dates and such but I just can't get myself to do it. Then I feel bad for the... Tue, 16 Oct 2007 13:04:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/503786 Wow, I've been doing some research on different actors and actresses, and I found out that Jessica Alba suffered from ocd, eating disorders and panic attacks! That makes me feel alot better knowing that other stars have problems like us. Fri, 05 Oct 2007 21:05:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/498115 So me and my friend decided that after college we want to move to LA. I want to act, she wants to model, so i guess LA would be a good place for us to go! lol I just hope I can get this anxiety crap under control before then. I have a dog that I'd have to take with me so that's gonna be a pr... Wed, 03 Oct 2007 14:48:27 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/484348 o something i forgot to add in my little acting bit, the only reason I would want all the money that famous actors recieve is so i can give back to different orginizations. I'd probably be the only broke famous actress because I would give so much lol I feel so confident about this, I dont thinl... Thu, 27 Sep 2007 20:09:34 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/479095 I'm determined! I want to act, be in movies and all that good stuff, so damn bad, but this anxiety holds me back soooo much!!! I'm really going to try and just pretend I don't have issues about what I want and just go get it! You have no idea how badly I want this. I will get, watch me =] Tue, 25 Sep 2007 20:19:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/473840 so i'm starting to feel crappy again.... i get better then just go right back down again. one of my best friends left today for college, shes only 45 minutes away and i want to go visit here with our other friends, but i dont think i can do it =[ Sun, 23 Sep 2007 21:33:13 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/84394/journal/429656 could i get some positive reasurrance that growing up isn't that bad please? haha it really does help. Wed, 05 Sep 2007 17:09:53 +0100