Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal Sun, 23 Nov 2008 04:32:50 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/gallery/oth_03.gif http://dailystrength.org/people/79061 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1391911 I just realised that I have a Daily Strength, that renews and makes me better, that enthuses me and makes me whole. It is my beloved Carla. I am such a lucky bastard. Wed, 19 Nov 2008 10:32:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1391910 I just realised that I have a Daily Strength, that renews and makes me better, that enthuses me and makes me whole. It is my beloved Carla. I am such a lucky bastard. Wed, 19 Nov 2008 10:32:12 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1383691 Went to first group therapy session and was basically told to shut up by therapist. Well there were five of us three established ones and a new lady and me. So I sat and no one spoke and on it went silence. I am like nature and abhor a vacumn so talked a lot, I was hypo and it was a nearly full moon... Thu, 13 Nov 2008 13:05:21 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1380162 So angry at a disabled organisation called RADAR. The government here is phasing out Incapacity Benefit and to get everyone onto a lower Jobseekers allowance. They disguise it as helping disabled people back to work HA with two million plus fit unemployed and a recession this is extreme BS. RADAR sa... Tue, 11 Nov 2008 09:01:29 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1359294 I GOT THE SOUND BACK ON MY COMP TRA LA LA LA Mon, 27 Oct 2008 08:00:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1357894 The more we change the more we stay the same. The only thing constant in life is change. If we are not moving forward we are going back. The longest journey begins with a single step. He travels furthest who travels alone. Sun, 26 Oct 2008 04:38:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1346375 I got a knock back on some money about $20,000 I was hoping for and felt pretty miffed. Then read that 600 million chidren live on less than $1 a day. Perspective is painful but has to ne taken on board. Fri, 17 Oct 2008 17:39:55 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1334799 SICK OF HAVING NO MONEY SICK OF BEGGING AND KISSING ASS TO PAY BILLS SICK OF ME THE ILL ONE HAVING TO DO EVERYTHING AND CARRY ALL THE STRESS AND WORRY. PDOC SAYS AVOID STRESS YOU TRY TO ON WELFARE AND HANDOUTS. TWO DEGREES TWO PROFESSIONAL QUALIFICATIONS AND 20 YEARS WORK FOR JACK SHIT. DONT TRY ITS... Thu, 09 Oct 2008 17:00:20 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1319229 Just realised I am a Surrealist. Definition of Surrealism is Pure psychic automanism by which it is intended to express, either verbally or in writing, or otherwise, the true function of thought.Thought dctated in the absence of all control exercised by reason, and outside all aesthetic or moral pre... Mon, 29 Sep 2008 16:22:01 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1306533 I sometimes wonder how much my actions and words are brain chems. Like last week it was a bitch lots of little things, money, college went wrong and I was suicidal. But now after lots of Seroqual I look back and yes they were and are problems but now feel that I can handle them.  Its a bastard ... Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:27:26 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1305513 DTA= Dont Trust Anyone. Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:26:57 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1299106 SCREW EVERYONE I WANT SOME FUCKING HAPPINESS. Tue, 16 Sep 2008 16:18:32 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1295834 JUST TO SAY I AM HAPPY COS I AM IN LOVE AND MORE IMPORTANT LOVED. Sun, 14 Sep 2008 16:06:24 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1284774 It's so great to be Insane, no one asks you to explain,You're a little touched you know Jag baby. Sun, 07 Sep 2008 13:53:00 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1280522 Just worked out my whole assets come to $60.000 or thirty thousand pounds. Pretty poor for 53 years work. So Lawyers are rich, no AHs some Lawyers are rich and I aint one of them. Thu, 04 Sep 2008 17:23:41 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1272439 BLOODY SICK.I AM PENNILESS, UP TO EYE BALLS IN DEBT. BUT, BUT AM STILL HAPPY OPTIMISTIC AND TRYING 20 WAYS AND ANGLES OUT. GOD HELPS THOSE THAT HELP THEMSELVES AND I AM SICK OF SAD FACED OH MY GOD YOU WOULD BE BETTER OF DEAD AHs. YES DEAD I AM WORTH $300,000 BUT FUCK ME I AM NOT FINISHED YET THIS IS... Sat, 30 Aug 2008 16:34:30 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1272438 BLOODY SICK.I AM PENNILESS, UP TO EYE BALLS IN DEBT. BUT, BUT AM STILL HAPPY OPTIMISTIC AND TRYING 20 WAYS AND ANGLES OUT. GOD HELPS THOSE THAT HELP THEMSELVES AND I AM SICK OF SAD FACED OH MY GOD YOU WOULD BE BETTER OF DEAD AHs. YES DEAD I AM WORTH $300,000 BUT FUCK ME I AM NOT FINISHED YET THIS IS... Sat, 30 Aug 2008 16:34:22 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1262236 Sad away for a week. No hugs, no messages ah well. Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:29:09 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1256638 Well just got my mind back after seven days out of it. Was a real brain storm and did lots of collateral damage too. During it I took less meds and so it got worse. Why did I do that? Hmmm maybe because I was crazy.  Did loads of work, 14 hrs a day, full of energy and no one could sto... Thu, 21 Aug 2008 01:33:53 +0100 http://dailystrength.org/people/79061/journal/1243054 So much to do. Do foundation course so can train as teacher. Obtain exemption certificate as, I am Solicitor, to qualify as Notary Public. Take creative writing course, take counselling course, take jewellery design and silver smithing course. Get pet snail breeding buisness set up. Get my son set u... Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:00:01 +0100