bamabm87's Journal - DailyStrength Keep a personal wellness journal on DailyStrength to track your health and communicate with friends. http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal Sun, 23 Nov 2008 04:30:49 +0100 DailyStrength RSS 0.11.3.0.6833 (FeedCreator 1.7.2) http://dailystrength.org/images/comprofiler/avatar/73194/1214102282.jpg bamabm87's Avatar http://dailystrength.org/people/73194 bamabm87's entry on 08/22/2008 07:25 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1258626 Hi everyone. So I'm still in uber amounts of pain. It could be from the gym but I'm really not doing anything that hurts it. I just use the bike and I did that in physical therapy so I don't know. Maybe it's just time for another cortizone shot, I know I need to be careful but I... Fri, 22 Aug 2008 07:25:16 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 08/18/2008 08:35 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1251486 Ah back pain! I hate it, it needs to go away. Hopefully a neurologist will be able to see me soon. The thing with that though is it seems like surgery is the only way to go. I can try excessive stretching but some days I stretch really far but maybe a professional will be able to help, it... Mon, 18 Aug 2008 08:35:37 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 08/16/2008 08:59 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1249297 Sat, 16 Aug 2008 20:59:05 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 08/09/2008 10:45 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1237128 So I'm at parents. It's not half bad. I got like four hours of sleep both Wednesday and Thursday so I slept really good last night. Got a solid 9.5 hours  Then I woke up and 1.5 hours later we were in the car heading to our destination. My mom's dog was with us, my stepbro... Sat, 09 Aug 2008 22:45:32 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 08/06/2008 02:13 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1230260 Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:13:37 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 08/06/2008 02:12 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1230258 Well I'm doing good, I've gotten a lot of messages so here's just a general update. My class is over so I have a month to do nothing and I really do mean NOTHING. I go to the gym and do my back exercises and that's about it. I have lost 24 pounds though but I feel that's not... Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:12:59 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 07/25/2008 01:22 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1209131 (Note, this is kind of intense with hate) Dear Brian,Well happy birthday. My gift to you is this letter. No matter what you tell yourself we know what happened the fighting and the sex. I don't care if you deny it, we know it  happened. Dad, Mom, Aunt Barb and a few others know. Bar is... Fri, 25 Jul 2008 01:22:59 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 07/24/2008 08:09 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1208642 So I'm in class and I feel rude about being on my computer but I need to talk to someone. Well I'm bored at school so I thought baout going to my parents. But then my mother keeps insisting on having Brian in our conversations, worst she uses is fucking childhood nickname, and it's ... Thu, 24 Jul 2008 20:09:07 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 07/21/2008 05:24 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1201186 SO I'm just copy and pasting this from my posting This may seem like a rant/discussion/asking for advice but I just need to rant more than anything. I'm taking a summer course titled "Literature and Disability" and we just read this AMAZING short play "The Boys Next Door... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 05:24:05 +0100 bamabm87's entry on 07/21/2008 05:23 http://dailystrength.org/people/73194/journal/1201185 Already starting the week off on a bad note.I didn't sleep last night which sucks, cause I didn't sleep Saturday night either.  I did get my assignment done for class though. We have to read a book before each class and this one was so incredibly sad. It was about a boy who has CP but h... Mon, 21 Jul 2008 05:23:06 +0100